Harga Petrol naik???

From Idd:

Tuang minyak petrol/diesel penuh-penuh. Harga minyak kemungkinan naik RM0.40 sen seliter esok. Member aku keje pam minyak bagi tau.

p/s: Waaaaa....minyak naik tp gaji ttp sama.

New Year's Eve

Gaji dah masuk..yay :)

Well, just got back from Kajang. Sempat minum2 dgn Song kt Tesco td. Banyak betul kereta sbb malam ni (read: for the first time ever), Kajang ada countdown utk sambut New Year. Siap ada fireworks mlm nanti...hehe..tapi artis jemputan tak kenal. Yg kenal pun sorang jer, Helmi the gimmick (duh?!..) and Saidatul Erma (si Song kenal ler...entah dari mana dia tahu pun entah ler...tak pernah dgr pun lagu minah ni).

Well, Song ada ajak ke downtown sambil tu dia nk kenalkan dgn member baru dia sekali, Kamal. Maybe keluar kot. Bosan la malam ni. Takde pe nk buat...

Oh, sempat gak beli 2 cd - Hillary Duff (Most Wanted) and Norah Jones (Feels Like Home). Murah jer, RM 9.90 satu cd. With such a good bargain like that, sapa pun tak dapat lepaskan! haha...penawar hati duka dan lara...waaaaa (walaupun kurang minat).

Sakit kepala di buatnya

*sigh* Bosannya bekerja dgn manusia yg sukar beri kerjasama. Kalo company ni mak bapak dia punya lainlah. Ni tak, makan gaji cam aku gak...Nak minta tolong, kena lemah lembut - tak bleh terkasar bahasa - nanti tak mahu tolong - ada ke org keje mcm tu? Or bkn ke org keje ikut professionalism kita? Dah itu keje kita, buatlah...Bukannya duk complain itu ini!

What a craaaaaaap! Itulah yg terjadi bila bekerja dgn perempuan yg tak professional and minda tak berkembang! Entahlah, aku pun tak pasti berapa lama aku akan berada kt TIP tu tp sememangnya aku dah muak dan malas dgn sikap pekerja2 yg rasa diri tu bagus sangat. Kalo bagus sangat, dah lama naik pangkat tp aku tgk tang tu tahapnya...

Patutlah ramai colleague aku yg dah resign. Aku ngan colleague aku sorang lg tu, Fion, mcm tunggu masa jer. Bukan tak sayang keje tp diaorg ni mcm acuh tak acuh jer. Aku tgk bos pun kekadang camtu. Yg dia tahu, bila salah terus fire kitaorg ni. Yang akar umbinya (repeat after me: ORANG YG DIA SAYANG), di tatang bagai minyak yg penuh. Geram aku kekadang. Bila difikirkan balik, nak jer aku buat tak reti pasal keje2 ni and lepas tangan. Laaaa....mcm yg BITCHES2 tu biasa buat. Lagipun kalo baik sgt pun, bukan dpt apa pun. Kena marah + sakit hati, adalah.

p/s: Inilah tempat paling teruk pernah aku kerja...

I'm not PERFECT!

Re-written!

It's sad when someone you love expected more from yourself!

I know I'm not perfect and will never be. I'm sorry for people who expect more from myself because I'm just a normal human being who's life has been tested by God so many times. You're the only person that I always hope can understand and be there for me, especially when I lose my ability to walk...(sorry but I will not clarify further as it tears my heart apart thinkin' about it)...I'm weak and hopeless now. HELP...

There goes my stupid weekend

Phew...finally, Sunday's almost gone!!! You will think I'm insane if you're reading this. If you have read earlier, today might not be the best day for me. I think I'm not into Sunday. Thanks to those who worried about me, I'm terribly sorry, I'm alrite now.


All I wish now is that I can sleep like a baby tonight, and every other night - I've been having difficulties of sleeping this few days, ya know!





You're probably listening to this song that I put on my blog now. If you're not, please turn on the speaker now. This is one of my favourite songs (actually I love all of them) and I hope you enjoy listening to it too...

p/s: I'm still hurt but a bit relief now...

My name in Chinese characters

These are fun to play with, although not particularly useful...:-p

Here's my name in Chinese:

Maybe someone who can reads chinese (Song???) can tell me if this says my name correctly or if it actually says "Kick me, I'm a stupid malay guy posting Chinese characters because I think they're cool"! :)

"The Cave"

Just so you know, whenever I need my space or sick of people's attitude, mad, I will go into "my cave" - that is becomes silent, distant and doesn't feel the urge to communicate. I reckon that it's the most mysterious of male sanctuaries. Sometimes I believe that problems shared is a problem halved "philosophy". As far as my cave dwelling goes, trust me to spend as long as I need in there to process whatever I'm dealing with.

p/s: No lah..I didn't argue with anyone! It just something that I wanted to share.

Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

Her voice just took my breath away. Leona Lewis is the third winner of UK - X Factor (after Shayne Ward) - X Factor is the UKs predecessor to our Malaysian Idol, OIAM, etc. This talented singer is just 21 years old but has been described as a mixture of young Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston (is she that good?). Just listen to this song and oh, my other favourite which is a cover of Kelly Clarkson - A Moment like this.

p/s: Not sure if the album has reached our shore yet...

BLEEDING LOVE

Closed off from love

I didn’t need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melted to the ground

Found something true

And everyone’s looking round

Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater

Than the rest that comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don’t know the truth

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

And it’s draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I’ll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

Hello from Thailand - 2004

(Hello from Thailand was the first email Estefan sent me). I was checking my old emails when I've found these pics taken way back in 2004. I was working in PIPS - the second job I have after uni. They were all from Thailand and a good friend of my boss. His name is Estefan Tsuyoshi Suzuki (yeah, he's mixed) and the 2 girls are his best mates from Uni. They came to Malaysia during semester break for holidays and drop by at PIPS to meet Brian, my boss.

Me and Estefan exchanged emails a few times until I've quitted the job and was busy with my new job. But I still remember that he said to inform him if I were to go to Thailand and will give me a tour there.

Hmmm...one day bro.

p/s: I was skinny back then...haha

Benazir Bhutto - shot to death!

Benazir Bhutto taking oath as the first woman Prime Minister of Pakistan

Just now Rafi called and said that while he was having his dinner, a news on TV reported that Benazir Bhutto - Pakistan's first woman ex prime minister - was shot! The car she was driving was bombed but she managed to get out from it when suddenly a terrorist shot her to death, as I've heard.

A terrible riot is happening now in Pakistan and please pray for our muslim fellows safety. Do watch for more updates on "berita terkini".

Tired of Friendster, Myspace and Facebook? Just try Snubster, Enemybook or Hatebook!

Friendster VS Hatebook

If yes, maybe you should sign-up with the likes of Snubster, Enemybook, and Hatebook. Whether it's Enemybook or Hatebook or Snubster, the agenda is the same, to poke fun and humiliate your friends or 'enemy'.

p/s: Take this site as a joke and not seriously.

That is so...me!

Those pics were taken by a brilliant photographer, who is also a good friend of mine - Ewa. He's now working at Lim Kok Wing as a freelance photgrapher (or is it full time?hmm...). This was taken a few years back when I wanted to model and have a profile of my own. I was a bit slimmer and fit tho, nuff said!

p/s: Sure looks good to me!

Rich Dad, Poor Dad

I'm currently reading this book by Robert T. Kiyosaki that teaches people to be millionaires...Duh, I've read this becos bkn nk kaya cepat but as a guide to spend your money wisely. The book belongs to my sis. An interesting read and I recommend it for anyone who's looking for tips to gain control of their financial future.

p/s: Interested? You can get the book at only RM 35.90.

26 December 2007

Hari ni merupakan hari terakhir Edz kat Kl ni sebelum dia balik ke Singapore - his flight malam ni. As I'm writing this, he's probably dkt KLIA tgh tggu masa untuk depart. Maaf Edz sbb tak dpt hantar you! Anyway, I know Min is there to accompany you and I hope that Edz akan turun lagi Kay Ell ni and catch us again. Goin to miss you buddy...

p/s: Harap Edz bersabar dgn segala dugaan yang telah berlaku sepanjang berada di sini.

The Eye on Malaysia

Today would be the day that I will never forget! It was an unforgettable ride of up to 12 minutes to a height of 60meter. I went there with Rafi, Min and Edz as planned earlier. We've meet up at Kampung Baru medan selera and went to Tasik Titiwangsa together. Min and I was so excited but Rafi was sweating all over (he's afraid of heights) and Edz too. This will be the last time we will ever ride the tallest portable observation wheel in South-East Asia before it closed on 31 December (it was open to public on 6 January earlier this year). Thankfully nobody throw up but it was damn scary. I was stunned when the ferris wheel stop to take passengers and we're on top...hehe.

p/s: Kami bertiga memakai baju warna yg sama - hijau - sungguh tak sangka...

Hady Mirza casanova?

Terkedu kejap bila dgr cerita yang Asian Idol kita ni pernah bekerja sebagai bartender di sebuah bar di Singapore and pernah tido dgn ramai perempuan. Kebanyakannya golongan-golongan atasan...Entah betul ke tidak, Tuhan jer yang tahu...Tapi kecewa jugaklah sbb gue mmg minat sama mamat ni. Suara power!

p/s: Si kal pun ada iras Hady cuma kal tembam sikit...hehe

Celine's CD

*, thanks so much for the CD...appreciate it so much...

Suka dengar lagu:

~Taking chances.

~ Shadow of love.

~ Can't fight the feelin'.

~ A song for you.

~ Eyes on me.

~ Alone.

~ That's just the woman in me.

Album kali ni banyak lagu rancak and kurang ballads. Apapun, ttp hot!!!!!

p/s: Sapa yg kasi agaknya tu??hehe...

Dayang OIAM

I managed to find Dayang's auditioned for OIAM. She sang Where Do Broken Hearts Go? by Whitney Houston. She can definitely sang live but I guess, Malaysia is not ready for a soul singer. It was that girl, Suki who won. I must admit that Suki can't really sing.

Vegetarian

Motiff???

What's nudity got to do with a vegetarian? I'm still wondering the same question...hmm...

Edz

Dah sampai pun member aku sorang dari Singapore ni. Looking forward to meet you and Min tomorrow. Where do you reckon we should have lunch/dinner together???

p/s: can't wait!

*Sigh*

I'm sitting in my room doin nothing but thinking about B. A song from Ungu-Tercipta Untukku was on my CD player. I don't know why I'm getting teary-eyed. Because of the song? Or because I miss B so much? I must admit that we accomplished nothing for the past 2 weeks. Yeah, we've been talking on the phone constantly but there's something missing and I guess the laughter that we've usually shared wasn't there. Sometimes I do try to understand that pressure and stress from work can take a toll on people. I miss 'the smile' and the way you touch my hands. Did you know that my knees tremble when you did that (eventho we've been together for 3 years now)? I hope by tomorrow everything will be fine and I want you to know that I will always love you, thru good or bad (breathing...)

p/s: thanks for the good nite wish...

Idols Album - Must haves!

I'm looking forward to buy these albums. 2 of my last year favourite American Idols, Jordin Sparks and Blake Lewis debut album...

Jordin Sparks's 1st single - Tattoo

Tracks:

1. Tattoo

2. One Step At A Time

3. No Air (duet with Chris Brown)

4. Freeze

5. Shy Boy

6. Now You Tell Me

7. Next To You

8. Just For The Record

9. Permanent Monday

10. Young And In Love

11. See My Side

12. God Loves Ugly

13. This Is My Now

Blake Lewis's 1st single - Break Anotha

Tracks:

1. Silence Is Golden... (Intro)

2. Break Anotha

3. Gots To Get Her (Inspired by "Puttin' On The Ritz")

4. Know My Name

5. How Many Words

6. Surrender

7. Hate 2 Love Her

8. Without You

9. Here's My Hello

10. What'cha Got 2 Lose?

11. She's Makin' Me Lose It

12. Bshorty Grabs Mic!

13. End Of The World

14. 1000 Miles

15. I Got U

16. ..I Choose Noise (Outro)

Bowling!

I've had a blast today!

Dah lama tak main bowling. Last time was with Rafi. This is my first time playing with my siblings and although amaturs but we've enjoyed ourself so much.

Taking Chances

Currently listening to this song sang by Celine Dion...Something about the melody and lyrics captured my attention! (Hmm...)

Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life

Don't know much about your world, but

Don't want to be alone tonight

On this planet they call Earth

You don't know about my past, and

I don't have a future figured out

And maybe this is going too fast

And maybe it's not meant to last

But what do you say to taking chances

what do you say to jumping off the edge

Never knowing if there solid ground below

Or hand to hold Or hell to pay

What do you say

What do you say

I just want to start again

Maybe you can show me how to try

Maybe you can take me in

Somewhere underneath your skin

What do you say to taking chances

What do you say to jumping off the edge

Never knowing if there solid ground below

Or hand to hold or hell to pay

What do you say

What do you say

And I had my heart beating down

But I always come back for more

There's nothing like love to pull you up

When your lying down on the floor

So talk to me, talk to me

Like lovers do

Walk with me, walk with me

Like lovers do

Like lovers do

What do you say to taking chances

What do you say to jumping off the edge

Never knowing if there solid ground below

Or hand to hold or hell to pay

What do you say

What do you say

Don't know much about your life and

Don't know much about you world

Genting Highlands or Port Dickson - The result.

Remember my last post pasal company trip to decide whether nk pergi Genting or PD? After careful consideration (yelah tu), diaorang dah decide nak ke....jeng jeng jeng...GENTING! Waaa...nk pergi pantai...benci.

"Dah selalu sangat pergi laaa..."

Melawan Kesepian

New track from Siti Nurhaliza...Best!

Melawan Kesepian

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

Airmata yang tertahan

Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu

Betapa bijaknya hidup

Sepahit apapun ini

Pelajaran yang bererti

Semoga kepergianmu

Tak akan merubah apa pun

Semoga mampu ku lawan

Kesepianku...

Apapun yang terjadi

Berjalanlah tanpa henti

Senilagu: Pongky Barata
Senikata: Pongky Barata

Ole-ole dari Bali

Seronoknya si Song ni pergi Bali for one week...Spent about RM 1500 (not bad la kan)...Oh, and thanks for the souvenirs...very exotic...but lipstick case???

Very exotic-like piece of frame

Lipstick case??? I'm still thinkin, what to do with this...hehe