The leap year and leap day - 29 February

What is a leap year?

A leap year is a year in which one extra day has been inserted, or intercalated, at the end of February. A leap year consists of 366 days, whereas other years, called common years, have 365 days.

UiTM Di Hatiku

Dear readers,

Today I went to Shah Alam and Klang. Fion needed my help to send some urgent samples for Ansell, Shah Alam and collect new samples from Flexitech, Klang. I rushed out around 11.45am, took the KESAS highway and reached Ansell around 12.50pm. I decided to skip Friday prayer today (hehe...) and went straight to Klang. On my way, I dropped by at UiTM, just to look around. It's been a few years since I left Uni and it felt like yesterday. Nothing much has changed except there's a few new building and stuff, but my old hostel was still the same. If you're familiar with UiTM, you would definitely know about Kolej Jati (my hostel). I used to live in block F, near the tennis court. It really takes me down memory lane. I was there for awhile and saw the boys with their baju melayu on the way to the masjid. I sat there in my car and my thoughts were wandering...If only I were to study really hard back then, I must have achieved something now. But hey, at least, experiences taught me and brought me to where I am now...UiTM will always be in my heart (SLOGAN: UiTM di hatiku!)

Front gate

The "Menara"

Kolej Jati

"I used to live here"

My lunch: a double cheeseburger

Tetibe***

CJ7

Semalam tak sempat nk update blog sbb dah ngantuk sgt (hehe). Anyway, aku ke TGV balakong smlm dgn member, Shah, tgk CJ7. Best la citer dia. Cute la pet dia tu altho some scenes mmg sedih. Si Shah sampai terdiam gak seketika and time tu sempat gak aku lihat mata dia macam berair (jgn mare). Tayangan kul 9pm time tu. Aku ni jarang tgk wayang malam2 but kekadang tu tak salah kan?

Citer dia mengisahkan pasal seorang budak lelaki dgn ayah dia yg miskin. Disebabkan terlalu miskin, byk barang2 utk anaknya td tu di kutip bapanya, spt kasut, permainan. Yang menariknya, anaknya bersekolah di sekolah anak2 orang kayalah so dia ni macam terpinggir. Hingga satu hari, si ayah terjumpa spt bola warna hijau dkt tmpt pungut sampah and bwk balik ke umah kasi si anak td. Tapi rupa2nya, bola td ialah seekor anjing angkasa.

Nk pendekkan cerita, si anak dgn anjing td mmg rapat. Anjing ni tadi ada kuasa utk memulihkan benda buruk kepada baru. Sampaikan sewaktu si ayah kemalangan and mati, ia gunakan sepenuh kuasanya utk selamatkan si ayah. Akibatnya ia mati kerana nk selamatkan si ayah. Tapi ending dia memang menarik and uols mesti tak sangka. Nak tahu? Tgklah...I won't spoil it for you. Hahaha

Better man

Hey guys,

A friend noticed that I was not myself this few days and started to ask me if I'm okay. Well, it must have been all these works, reports, complaints that I've been receiving since last week. Not to mention that I'm still hurts! I didn't further our conversation, I'm afraid that I might be sharing something that I wasn't supposed to. Anyway, I'll always think positive and what's goin to happen ahead of me rather than grief for the things that has happened.

Well, today I went out with my new Marketing Manager. Her name is Anny (am goin to tell about her later - wait for my next post). She's 32, and has been in this line for quite some time. Our appointments started at Senawang and ended in Nilai. We've met a total of 5 customers today. 3 of them were very nice to say that they like how I work and serve them (NOTE: don't read further if you're prone to throw up!!!). I was always on time when it comes to delivery arrangements and my action was fast. They've managed to avoid a lot of delays and complaints from their customers. For me, being a supplier, I believe that we need to help each other. By them telling all these to Anny, makes my day! I was thrilled and suprised of the outcome and at least, they've acknowledge what I have done for them so far. I feel appreciated!

Anny knew about my probs as she's notice too but she said that (boleh tahan tak? wait for this...hehe) she has never met someone who is as positive as me. I didn't mix my personal with my job, afraid that my qualities will be affected. She asked, "What makes you motivated?". My answer was: "I've tried to understand what others are experiencing and put myself in their shoes. We have to help each other. Our customer's also have bosses and superiors that they have to report to whenever there's problems. And for myself, empathy is the most crucial qualities that we should have in order to understand them better. Tried to be honest instead of giving them empty promises, and treat them like how you would like yourself to be treated".

Someone noticed what I've sacrificed for this company and appreciate it. I've never been happy working there so far in TIP but even the smallest and simplest compliments make my day! I do believe that as you age, you'll learn thru experiences and that experience is soooo valuable. In time, it does change you as a person, and a better man (I think) that I've become today.

Thank you so much, I'm Sorry, Goodbye

I was browsing thru my music library when I bump into this song. I downloaded it a couple of months back and decided to give it a listen. Yeah, it made me sad but thanks to YOU, you've made me what I am today and thankS for making me realised that I could be more than just what I was back then. I'm still hurt, yes I am, and my wounds are still bleeding but time will heal me....

As they say:

IF ITS DOESN'T KILL ME, IT'll

DEFINITELY WOULD MAKE

ME MUCH STRONGER...

Kris Dayanti - I'm Sorry Goodbye

Sebelum bertemu denganmu hidupku bahagia

Semenjak bertemu denganmu ku makin bahagia

Semakin lama aku semakin tahu tentang engkau

Sedikit kecewa ternyata engkau tak baik

Pertama-tama semua manis yg engkau berikan

Membuat aku merasakan cinta sebenarnya

Semakin hari semakin terungkap yg sesungguhnya

Ku makin kecewa ternyata kau penuh dusta

Maafkan ku harus pergi

Ku tak suka dengan ini

Aku tak bodoh

Seperti kekasihmu yg lain

Terima kasih oh Tuhan

Tunjukkan siapa dia

Maaf kita putus

So thank you so much

I’m sorry, goodbye

Seribu cara kau membuaiku dengan puitis

Maybe kau lupa bahwa aku pun juga manusia

Yang punya mata, punya hati, dan perasaan

Maaf aku pergi dan takkan untukmu lagi

***Although we are not together anymore, I just want you to know that we are not enemies. Let time heal us...

Last post...

Tak salah rasanya kalo aku nk mencoret sepatah dua kata di sini. Biarlah ini menjadi catatan terakhir bagi hubunganku dgn si dia. (sigh). Hanya Tuhan jer yg tahu perit yg aku rasa skrg ni. Mungkin betul spt apa yg di kata orang. Luaran orang nampak kita gembira tapi di dalam kita menangis. Haha...Rasa mcm tercabut nyawa bila benda ni tak jadi. Air mataku dah bergenang dari tadi tapi aku tahu, takde sapa yg bisa fahami apa yg aku rasai skrg ni. Aku selalu cuba utk memahami perasaan orang lain bila mereka mengalami benda yg sama tp diriku ini seringkali menanggung sendiri. Iye, aku mmg sedih. Lagu yang anda semua dgr skrg ni menemani ku di waktu ini.

Apa perasaan ku ketika ini? Aku teramat sedih dan aku rindu. Adakah patut aku pandang belakang and lupakan semua ni? Tapi bagaimana? Ia tak semudah itu. Lebih baik bagiku utk pandang apa yg berada di hadapan ku walaupun perit utk aku melangkah ke depan. Tak salah rasanya utk aku menangis kerana aku juga insan yg ada hati dan perasaan. Mungkin sesetengah orang tak mengerti sbb mereka tak berada di tmpt ku skrg. Takpelah, mungkin aku tak mampu utk tunjukkan pd mereka.

Mungkin betul kami tiada jodoh. Lebih baik begini dari sama-sama tak bahagia. Kalo sekuat mana pun benteng yg kita cuba pertahankan ttp jua akan musnah dek gelora ombak yg kuat. Tapi biarpun benteng tersebut telah musnah, jika di kumpul semangat dan kekuatan bersama, insyaAllah benteng yg baru akan terbina semula.

Kpd kawan2:

Berilah aku masa utk pulih and bangun semula dari kejatuhan ku ini.

Mungkin ada di antara anda tidak akan mendengar apa2 kabar berita dari ku.

Bila tiba masanya, aku akan kembali dgn semangat yg baru.

Kpd B:

Takkan ada insan yg akan ku panggil B lagi.

Percayalah yg diriku tidak pernah menanam sifat dendam walaupun kau letakkan kesalahan pada bahuku seorg.

Selagi aku mampu, aku akan pikul kerana aku telah cuba tapi gagal juga.

Mungkin diriku tak sesempurna insan lain.

Apa yg mampu aku berikan kasih sayang and sepenuh perhatianku, tapi itu juga tak pernah mencukupi.

Walau diri ini sentiasa ternanti-nanti dirimu tetapi ku rasakan sinar kebahagiaan kita telah lama pudar.

Mungkin kau juga sudah lama merasakan kemesraan kita telah hilang.

Aku berharap dikau akan bertemu dgn insan yg lebih baik and sempurna dariku yg akan membimbingmu.

Maafkan segala salah dan silapku.

Ini merupakan nota terakhirku utk tatapan dirimu....

Walau kita tak bersama lagi, memori antara kita akan ku semat kemas di sudut ruang hatiku.

Salam sayang B

Maafkan yus...

Nur Fatimah - Tiada Ertinya

Lara

Tiada akhirnya

Pabila menatap resah

Sepi hingga waktu berkubur

Sayu makin menghukum di dada

Terhiris kalbu

Oh adakah inikan terus berlalu

Apa nilainya jika sangsimu menganggu

Utk kembali ke pangkuan

Dan bermesra denganku

Tiada ertinya di sini

Tiada ertinya berkasih

Semua

Telah kau bawa dah berlalu tinggalkanku

Tiada ertinya menanti

Tiada ertinya buatku padamu

Diri yang merindui

Oh apa yang ku mahukan bagimu

Tiada ruang yang berdiri dan memeluk dirimu

Apa nilainya jika sangsimu menggangu

Utk kembali ke pangkuan

Dan bermesra denganku

Thanks ***

Gosh, received another birthday (belated already) gift from ***.

Thanks for the bear, *** - really appreciate it but the kiss??? You make me so confused! I was stunned!

;-(

Dear fellow friends,

Just wanted to tell ya'll that my relationship with B is no longer exist.

Even if I wanted to cry, my eyes are all dried up and it's useless crying over someone if the sparks has gone.

I wish B all the best and please forgive me for all the wrongs I've done...

I am not in a best condition rite now and hope that you understand that this is a difficult time for me...

4 years of relationship...! Hmm

But I don't have a single grudge...It will still be my first love

Please pray for us!

Yus

Ning's first international album

Ning's first international album, East to West, will be out soon on 28th February 08. Can't wait to get my hands on it ;-)

Featuring: Age of Pollution, Drama (English version), Sharpening Your Blade and Water & Salt.

My head hurts

I'm currently typing this while lying in my bed. No, I'm not a lazy ASS but my head hurts and I have a fever. This morning, I have a really bad diaorrhea (can't remember how many times I went to the toilet) and threw up twice. I was in a really bad condition. My eyes were all red and my body aches..Tsk Tsk...I've taken a half day leave and went to our panel clinic but to my suprise, there was around 50 foreigners waiting for medical check-ups. What was buzzing at the back of my mind was that these people has body odour problems. I almost threw up (again!). Yes, some of the bangladeshi, myanmars and vietnamese has this 'weird smells'. I was dizzy again that I couldn't stand still. One of the nurses said to come back after lunch (it was 11.30am - so it was 3 hours more to go - FUCK!). I'm getting worse by the hour, my stomach was pulling my ass out - I drove to town and went to Lawrence's Clinic. Thankfully, there was only 3 patients waiting. The doc gave me 6 types of medicines, which I need to take after I eat (obviously!!!). He also said that I have a fever too (possibly because of the diaorrhea).

By the way, did you notice that the weather is super hot now?? And to make things worst, the haze is really bad. I'm really afraid that I might catch an asthma. Was thinkin about getting myself a face mask...Hmm...

Linda~Omar

Sorry Linda tak dapat datang ke majlis kawin ko ari tu. Neway, thanks sbb sudi gak kasi pics2 yg cun kt aku! Err...masih bleeding lg ke???Oops...Kidding!

Today's Activity - Sunday

Gosh, Sunday is sooooo boring! Woke up at 9.30am and done some laundries. Watch cartoons but nothing captured my interest. Well, took a bath and ready to go out, planned to buy something at the mall but my brother came and asked me out for a drink at the mamak. Urghhh...I can guess that when he asked me out, the topic of the conversation would be about cars. Recently, he bought a BMW 3 series, so that doesn't help either. We then went straight to the service shop and he paid for my car services (jimat duit bulan ni...hehe).

The black stripe shirt is my bro

I cancelled my trip to the mall as the weather was really hot and no mood to go! I went to the car wash instead. My car really needs a good scrub as I have not wash it for a month! Haha...

Car wash

Oh well, that's all for today.

My Birthday Part-4

Well, a great way to end the nite was to go for - KARAOKE!!!

It was damn fun and everyone was enjoying themselves. Our choice of songs was:

~ 3 malam tanpa bintang.

~ bicara manis menghiris kalbu.

~ kasih berubah.

~ dalam gerimis.

~ joget kelantan.

~ careless whisper.

~ pulangkan.
~ cintamani.

~ 4p.m.

~ relaku pujuk.

~ few chinese songs - entah apa tajuk dia tah..hehe

~ memori daun pisang.

~ goyang inul (motiff!!!).

~ memori bahagia.

~ biarlah bulan bicara.

~ dan many more - entah, byk sangat sampai tak ingat!

The karaoke spot was opened until 2.00am...This year is the year I will remember for the rest of my life!

p/s: Thanks a lot guys...Appreciate it so much...We should do this more often!

My Birthday Part-3

Met Kal and Kamal at 9pm something last nite (sorry guys!). Anyway,it was Kal who brought us to "The Rain", a new cafe in Bandar Baru Bangi. He was so eager to go there so we decided to follow. Well, I thought the place was cosy and nice. The deco was awesome! The celebration was to celebrate Rafi, Kamal and my birthday, all at once. Rafi and Kamal's birthday has passed but hey,a celebration is not perfect if it's not surrounded by people you adore and love! And yeah, Kal and Song bought us Chocolate Indulgence cake from Secret Recipe (again??). Nyam nyam...I'm getting fatter as I'm writing this..hehe..

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p/s: Kamal, thanks for the chocolates! Hope you like the Westlife CD. It was last minute shopping, hehe...

My Birthday Part-2

When I reached home, suprisingly, Kak Ti (my 3rd sis) bought me a small chocolate cake. Small but meaningful. Another round? You bet! Haha...

My Birthday Part-1

Hey guys!

Sorry, I didn't update my blog COZ I was in emotional distressed this few days. Why? Hmm, don't feel like talking about it ;-p because I can get really upset if I start to tell ya!

Haha..I've turned 25yrs yesterday (sudah tua!). My colleagues threw a small party for me in the office. I've had lemon cheese cake from Secret Recipe. Although it's my least of favourite but I guess everyone was enjoying it. Well, I didn't eat much as Kal and Song was planning something for me later.