The Story of Nurin Jazlin...

From what we heard from the news, the criminal wiped clean all evidences from the corpse,so unlikely can the police find any DNA on it. Semen of course no, as she wasn't raped, justmolested with brinjals.My cousin spoke to Nurin's uncle, Jazlan, and below is a bit of the real story:

Spoke to jazlan (the photographer son of jalil kelabu) just a few minutes ago. He told me all the details. Today the face of the girl started to look more like nurin. Two days ago the parents could not really recognize and was in denial. Today at the burial, she started to look very much like their lost daughter. I had tears in my eyes. Nurin is about ********’s age and I can’t imagine how would I ever survive such a trauma. I admire the parents for being so strong.Her private parts (both vagina and anal) were totally destroyed and torn outside and inside. They left a big fat brinjal inside the vagina deep inside destroying the intestines etc. she was not fed for over 2 weeks only water (they did not find any source of food inside her body). She cried so much the eye lashes froze up with salt type discharge from tears.

Her bones were showing like a famine kid. Her skin was distorted. The killer must have done so many things to the poor girl.To shove her inside the gym bag, they broke her backbone and neck to fold her up to fit inside the bag.There is no describing what kind of person would do such a thing.

Al-fatihah…

I seriuosly couldn't believe what human/animal could do such a thing. I had tears in my eyes when I read the story. Imagineif it's happen to your family member?

Teach your sister/daughter to not speak to stranger and vise versa. And remember that never ever let a child go out themselves without you watching them...

Nice guy finish last?No!

I'm tired of being called nice. Finally, today, I let it all out! Why?What?When? Well, you might not believe me but I shouted at my customer because he was provoking me, and didn’t want to believe my explanation on his goods. This Mr. Frank (I’ve mentioned his name before – the one who has anger management probs?) or Mr. Moron, as what I called him, shouted just because he didn’t satisfy with my answer on the respective matter. I don’t usually call for a fight as I believe everything can be settle in a good way but hey, he’s not the only one who can lose control rite? Me too, can. Anyway, here are some of the SMS’s between me and him:

Me: Hi. Gd morning. I’m sorry to inform you that today we cannot deliver the 2500pcs balance because machine breakdown. Production inform can only deliver by tomorrow afternoon after 4pm. Caused: Sealing bar problem. Can only get it by this evening. Hope you can discuss with your side. Thanks. (actually, the machine was running another order which urgently needed and has been pending for 2 weeks – yours is only one week tapi dah bising2 – at least say thanks to me because berjaya arrange the production for you Moron!)

Mr. Moron: I want to know why are we told of machine breakdown after due for delivery this morning. Please call back (I was in a meeting with my customer then). The packing floor stopped twice already (yeah rite..yesterday when we deliver to you 6500pcs, there were still stocks in your warehouse not yet use – then why you lied that your production has started to stop because of the balance?).

Me: You can talk to Ms. Lai or Melvin first if you are skeptical. Machine breakdown is beyond our control. That’s why our real lead time is 2-3 weeks. I can’t do anything but can only advice.

Mr. Moron: Talk to them for what and on what? (napalah tak faham2 gak dia ni). To understand why you can’t deliver or to solve the problem?

Then, the rage was reaching its climax. There was shouting from him and me. At first I told myself to be patient, thinking that he’s my customer but once he said that I lied and try to sabotage his order, I’m still okay but once when he blamed me because his staff, Ms. Shirley resigned, I couldn’t take it anymore. I mean this guy is too much. Why he keep on blaming me on everything? After he hung up, I was like..grrr…geramnya! But he soon sent me another sms.

Mr. Moron: My staff resigned has nothing to do with you (yelah, every month tukar org baru – yeah, it’s because of you, DAMN IT, not me). You just don’t have the guts to admit you slipped what you promised yesterday (what? no guts? then why the hell is the first sms is for?) If you want to shout, do it face to face..(buang masa and rugi puasa jer gaduh dgn org camni). Get over it! I know we are small. Expect of at your office (what the fuck is he babbling about???erghhh)

Me: I never treat my customer differently whether they are big or small. You want me to admit, I already apologize this morning in my sms (read again, psycho!). Production is giving their best now and even delivered to you yesterday the 6500pcs. If you still cannot accept my explanation, my QA can explain but you don’t want to hear. I already sms u to try discuss with your side but you were the one who keep on shouting at me. No wonder people cannot stand you. If you are not satisfied with my service, you can check that no other supplier can give you within one week!

Mr. Moron: I know what’s my options and right. Just confirm when the 2500pcs can be delivered. Just do what you are supposed to do and stop dealing with your pride, we have a crisis here. But thank God I knew ur attitude before decided to take you as my staff.. Thank God (just because I don’t want to work with you, doesn’t give you the right to seek your revenge on me!)

Me: And I really do hope God will forgive you for all the hurting that you selalu buat kat staff you and people around you. Maybe Sean was right, you should get help. I don’t want to waste my puasa because of you! (serve him rite!)

Me: PRODUCTION HAS INFORMED TOMORROW THEY CAN GIVE THE 2500PCS BALANCE.

Mr. Moron: Delivery confirmation noted. As for others, what you said to Sean proved your maturity and mental level. Screw up our order, your management should deal with you. But if you meddle with our operations and team morale, you should beware… (yeah rite..like I care)

Me: Careful with your words, old man! You don’t know me yet and whom I know. Jangan sampai kilang you tutup sudah. I’ll take it as a threat and anything happen, wait for the police la. I will keep the sms! And by the way, if you questioning about my maturity and mental level, just look at how sad you are as a person. Don’t judge others if you dun know them!!! (padan muka – dun play2 with me ah)

In conclusion, I think Mr. Frank was devastated that I didn’t accept the offer. Who can stand people with anger management problem? I admit that sometimes my boss is also out of control but hey, I can still handle her. At least she didn’t shout me for nothing. Not like this Mr. Moron. All his staff didn’t even last a month because of his attitude.

Sometimes it’s hard to handle people who has rage inside them and don’t know how to control them. I’ve been working in different organization and bosses but Mr. Moron is the worst. Anyway, I am not interested in working with this guy anymore and wanted to look how far can he handle everything himself. Well, I don’t like to seek for revenge but aren’t revenge best served cold?

The End.

P/S: Anyway, today ada org puji kita hensem la..hehe..sapa tu?

Interview With America's Next Top Model Winner Nicole

Last nite watched the finale for America's Next Top Model cycle 5 with Nicole as the winner (I actually prefer Nick or Jayla - but Jayla was voted out last week)

Here's the interview I managed to grab after the episode:

Hi Nicole! Congratulations.

Thank you.

How are you feeling today?

Good. Really good. It's starting to sink in and it feels really great.

Was it hard keeping it from your family and friends?

It was really hard keeping it from them. Yes. It's like this secret that you want to tell everyone and you can't tell anyone.

Are they ringing your phone off the hook now?

Yes. Everyone is calling me today. They were all freaking out last night.

You were at the finale party last night, right?

Yes.

How was it?

The finale party was great. Just getting to see all the girls and just hang out. Everyone was low key. No drama.

When you tried out for the show, did you think you would end up being the Next Top Model?

I think you have to go into it with that attitude or noone else will think that you're going to be the Top Model. Everyone should go into it thinking that.

What was the best part of the experience for you?

Just meeting everyone that we met. Totally. We met so many great people.

What was the worst part?

Not having your support system there. That was hard because during panel you kind of get brought down sometimes. It's hard when you don't have your people there to bring you up again.

What are you most looking forward to about the next year?

I am most looking forward to being a Ford model and a Cover Girl and whatever comes with it. I'm looking forward to moving to New York and starting out. This is the beginning, not the end. It's exciting.

Are you nervous about moving to New York?

I am slightly nervous. You know, you have to be going from a small town to a big city. But I'm more excited than I am nervous. It's going to be awesome.

How did your life change when you went back home after doing the show?

It was kind of weird. People in my town are really chill and they don't really make a big deal about it. So I was just going to classes and a lot of people would ask me questions and a lot of people would stare at me but it was good. It was fine. It was a nice way to get a break because the girls who lived in the big cities were getting a lot of attention. I figured that when this was done with, it would be my time.

What did you enjoy doing more? Modeling on the runway or modeling for photos?

I don't know. I love the runway. There's something about it that's just so fun.

You worked it on that last runway challenge.

Thanks, girl!

So, is the drama with Bre forgotten now?

Yes. I'm not a person who holds grudges. We're cool. She's a nice girl. The competition just got to her a little bit. She started acting out and it wasn't cute but it's over with now.

Would you ever do another reality show, like how [season one winnner] Adrienne did The Surreal Life?

No. I want to be a model. That's why I did the show. I don't really think of it as a reality show. I think of it as an opportunity and something I did to get myself into the industry. I didn't do it for reality TV.

So, what do you guys think? Does she deserve to win? I've once read that reality TV is actually fake! They are making it up, come up with different agenda, drama just to make the show more interesting. If not, I think no one will watch the show.

My opinion, although I don't prefer Nicole but she does look like a model. You should see her pictures in her profile, she is. Maybe she's the next Kate Moss or Daria Werbowy! Who knows?

Susahnya nak tido!

Lately, I hadn't slept well. My mind was always thinking abou workloads, personal, family matters, financial..I thought that it was only me but my best colleugue also face the same too. You see, I've been telling people that theywon't understand how stressful my job is because they aren't in my shoes. Working as a supplier/vendor can be quite frustrating. Add to that, you work with people who only help you if you you're in their league. If not, you're have probs with your work. Me? I am definitely not interested in office politics.

P/S: So Hildreth, watch your big ass because if you did anything that risk my work, you're a dead meat!

Thursday blues

Muka tension!grrr

Today woke up early morning for sahur and couldn't sleep afterwards cause sakit perut sangat. I think because of the sambal ayamlah - my poor stomach cannot accept spicy food pagi2. Urghh..few times went to the toilet until it's time to be ready for work. Couldn't wait actually because yesterday, went shopping for a new shirt - the one which me, Kal and Song saw at Jusco, Padini's department - ala, the one which the patung' wear tu - yang warna hitam with white stripe, hehe - couldn't believe my eyes that the price has dropped 50% from the real price (still brand new for this season but harga dah murah - so smart la).

No other intention of dressing smart! Yelah, today auditor from KOMAG came to audit our factory and everyone look very tense (yes indeed) except me. Why? Because the auditor only focus on production and not marketing (sigh...selamat). Not in the mood to go out today to meet customer. Hell, yeah..takkanlah customer nk tengok muka kita hari-hari rite? Nanti bosan walaupun rambut dah highlight, mata dah brown (courtesy of contact lenses, thank you) and shirt dah baru..

Well, as I'm writing this, my boss belum masuk lagi and I'm waiting for my customer's correspondent on the quality issue that he and my QA side discussed. But, disebabkan aku yang bermurah hati ni, so all the feedback from QA (Linda - budak UITM gak) was done by me (you owe me a lot ok!). Can't wait to get back at 4.30pm (no lunch time so go back early lo)

Gaduh lagi...

Semalam gaduh dgn B. Tensionlah kekadang. Rasa mcm nk....Tapi bila fikir, mungkin ada gak salah yus sbb yus provoke dia. Tapi sapa yang tak tension, dapat jumpa pun tak sampai setengah jam..(sigh).

Anyway, B, if you read this, I'm deeply sorry and pls forgive me. Love you!

Anuar Zain 2007

Just bought Anuar Zain’s self titled album waktu pusing2 around the mall. I’m not his die hard fan okay but I think locally, he’s one of the best male singer around with such a powerful vocal. But sometimes, I think he over ad lib the song. Here's what I think about the album:

1. I’m the lucky one
~ The song started off slowly and smoothly and as the melody swings, the songs warm up a bit and began to attract my hearing. Can be one of the hit but you will have to listen for a few times to like it.

2. Ketulusan Hati
~ Brilliant is what I can say about this song! The melody reminds me of Michael Jackson’s, “Earth Song” a little but with Anuar’s soulful way.
~ You won’t hear any guitar or drums thrown in the music, just lots and lots of orchestration which is rare and for that alone, I am grateful as it’s my favorite in the album.

3. Tinggalkan Aku
~ An ear candy when you feel blue. But not as catchy as the previous tracks. Actually, I was a bit disappointed because somehow, the song doesn’t even fulfill the climax I was looking for. A bit boring for my liking.

4. Kau Bunga Cintaku
~ Come on, you can do better than that! Just typical pop malay song from Anuar. Sorry, but not my favourite.

5. Tak Lelah
~ This song will take you down memory lane if you hear it with you eyes shut closely. Not the type if you caught in traffic jam and looking for a catchy tune. You’ll definitely change to another track.

6. Lelaki Ini
~ It was love at first sight when I first heard the song on radio. I even downloaded the mp3 in the net. Guess the reason I bought the album because of this song. Hmm…totally written and composed by Indonesian musician (hope that local producer can come out with something like this for our local male singer).

7. Hanya Milikmu
~ I couldn’t agree more if someone say that this song reminisce Toni Braxton’s, Spanish Guitar – no surprise there. The song by Nico Ajie Bandy is something you should check out when you buy the album.

8. Bidadari
~ The music was orchestrated in Beijing, China (jauhnya…..) and was recorded in Malaysia. I love how they arrange the music but the melody just makes me want to skip the track. Sorry, but not a favourite too.

9. Jangan Pernah Lagi
~ Another pop song from Anuar. I don’t know but I think Anuar should stick to ballads cause this guy can’t sing pop without sound cheesy.

10. Teman Terulung
~ If you cannot sleep or diagnosed with Insomnia, just listen to this song and you’ll be asleep in no time.

Verdict: Overall, it’s an okay/average try from Anuar. I think his previous albums sounds better than this one. But salute for at least trying to be different but producing sound with lots of orchestration. Very classy (but I like the CD sleeve though). At least he looks matured than before..hehe. Buy it if you’re a fan. Will you regret it? It depends. Me? Boleh-la, is all I can say.

P/S: My best friend said that this is the best from Anuar so far. Anyway, you decide!

I'm Torn!

I'm so confuse now! My boss has raised my salary, making it similar to the job offered to me. I didn't even tell them yet that I've received the job. But suddenly, it knock me in the head! I'm happy about it but Kak Helena must be dissappointed. She was so eager to have me as one of her staff, to help her with Marketing and clerical work. I still remember that she likes how I approach my customer and my communication is not half bad. The thing is, she wanted to polish me more as she sees something in me (yeah, rite!).

Her business partner, Mr. Frank also been asking me about the job he offered (what? 2 jobs offered at once?). Almost every other day, he will called to find out about my feedback (but seriously, my instinct says, NO.) Well, Mr. Frank actually Kak Helena's business partner. He also did offer me one job as Senior Marketing Officer but I was hesitant to accept the offer as nobody can stand his demanding request. You see, Mr. Frank was once admitted to hospital because (guess what?), her anger management problem has caused him a sudden heart attack. Yes, that's how hardcore he is. He is someone that you'll said really hard to handle and always scream his lungs out at ya! So, no thanks for me!

Kak Helena, on the other hand, has another 3 more business partner and I've met them once when I delivered their goods. They were nice and if I were to work with them, I'd be happy. My current job? It's not as bad as it looks. Sometime, I can be happy too but lack of cooperation from staff really pissed me off. We cannot work alone rite?? Sometimes it's so hard to even talk to them without them feeling offended by you. I guess, what they wanted was for me to beg! NO WAY...

Anyway, the chance for the increment really suprise me but new salary means more job..Hmm..think yus..think!

Ashraf Sinclair with Bunga in Bali

For those of you who didn't catch Ashraf and Bunga, here's an exclusive pics of the 2 lovebirds in Bali.

Selamat Berpuasa

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan kepada semua sahabat2 yang beragama Islam.

Semoga bulan yang mulia ini memberi sesuatu yang lebih baik dan bermakna dari sebelumnya.

Amin...

What should I do??

I've got the job already but not sure whether should I take it, or not? My current job is like a living hell!!! Not many can stand working in this kind of environement, very hectic but most of all, I cannot stand office politics. I don't mind at all if my boss sreams her lungs out, even if her attitude resemble like Miranda Priestly in The Devil Wears Prada, I DON'T CARE, but people who sibuk jaga tepi kain orang really pissed me off!

The new job I'm talking about is the same as my current job but there's additional work, I'm going to be in charge for sourcing too, which is why the pay is fabulous..haha..but I don't know if I can survive it. Furthermore, the office is in Wangsa Maju, quite far from my home (so lepas ni tak boleh bangun lewat lagi...!).

Even if my current job sucks, but deep in my heart, rasa sayang plak nak tinggalkan keje ni..huhu...what should I do?

Farid

It's been quite awhile since we last met and I miss all the times that we’ve spent together during our uni time. How can I ever forget, Farid, which his laugh can rock your world, but at the same time can be sweet as well, but please, don’t be fool by his innocent look. This guy can score even the toughest calculation and get the highest point in class, by study himself. A lot of guys were quite jealous of him (including me and Irman) as he’s smart and witty all at the same time.

What I respect him the most is that, he’s studying and working at the same time, at a cybercafé to support his life in Shah Alam. He’s a modest guy, simple in every way. Perhaps, he doesn’t mind susah2 dahulu, cause senang2 kemudian, rite?


We used to live in one roof together when we were in Uitm and click very well, although both of us took different courses. Try to remember it though, it’s been 3-4 years back but our friendship is still going and I hope until it will last till the end.

P/S: These pictures were taken at the cybercafe where Farid is working..Hmm, in section 7, Shah Alam

A call from a long lost friend…

A long and good friend of mine, Syah called today. I was surprise to hear from him as he’s not in Kay Ell/Malaysia a lot. Yeah, he’s always fly sana-sini (dia pramugara-la, mind you) for MAS. He sounded happy and I hope he does (yelah, orang sedang berbahagia..kikiki). Suddenly, I remembered all those moments yg kita pernah lalui, good and bad…What I wish was that he can still remain the same special person he is dari dulu, sampailah sekarang. Some of my friend change a lot, but I hope Syah is not one of them.

P/S: Sorilah, no pics la. Perhaps later on. Takut sapa2 yg tengok nanti terus jatuh hati..hehe..But beware, he’s taken! hahaha

Obscure II

Bought it yesterday. It was the latest and most wanted game this week. After half an hour playing it, it looks like Silent Hill episodes but not as scary. Hmm…too many violent game nowadays eh? I wonder what our prime minister say about this? Nah, I think he care less about it. Yelah, even pornography pun everywhere..hehe

In Loving Memory of Lai Manh Hung

Hung (right) with me and Bania.

Last Friday, a really good worker of mine passed away after being hit and rob by a group of drug addict. The tragic incident happened the night before. He was walking alone around this area, carrying nothing (no money, hp). I guess that's why those robbers hit him with a helmet a few times (I knew it from the post mortem results that the hospital sent yesterday). He was accused of being drunk by one of the staff here but there's no proof that he took alchohol before. I were never ashamed to say that yes, I'm working with foreigners and I have a different perception towards them. I was furious as nobody called any management about the matter, left Hung in pain. Tragically, his roomate found him dead the next morning, in a position that looks like he's in pain the whole night. I can still remember when I touched him, he was so cold...We managed to call his parents but they cannot accept the fact their son is not in this world anymore, the fact that he was their only child.

Here'a a bit of story about Hung!

Hung was a really nice, independent soft spoken guy who came to Malaysia a year ago. Despite being a foreigner, he always mentioned to me that he always felt that he was not accepted among local people here. Thankfully, he's not alone as there's a group of 14 vietnamese here. At least he's not alone but I was wrong. Hung tend to be quite a silent type and he does not mingle a lot, making him a loner.

A week before his death, a colleugue of mine, Rus said that he noticed Hung was very quite and said that he misses his mom so much. He said that he wanted to go back but not enough money. He even told our QC that he might not be working in that area anymore. Guess that he already knew about it. I was so regretted that I didn't talked to him when he needs a friend the most. sob sob sob

The last time I managed to talk to him was when he came to me and said that he didn't ate for 3 days and cannot continued work. I then brought him to the nearest mamak stall and belanja him some food. I still remember how gelojoh he was eating. He showed me his wife and son pictures in Vietnam and said that he missed them a lot. The thing is that, he lost his wife and son a year ago during a car accident. I can see his eyes was watery but I didn't futher the conversation.

Hung, I hope that you're dreams have come true no matter where you are. We will always miss you, Hung!

Back again!

After a feud for a week, me, Kal and Song decided to put an an end (thank God). We've met at our usual hang out place, which is at Old Town Kopitiam in Metro Point, kajang. Since the misunderstanding is between Kal and Song, yeah, there were lots of akward moments between them but I understand that they might need some time to get along again.

The climax was when I confronted Song about his attitude, and he (as usual) refuse to hear it although we have talked about it for so many times. Sometimes I was wondering, what's actually in his head? I realized that his problems with Sham will keep on going but I really don't like it if it gets to him a lot. I think that Song should learn to take it easy and not be too pushy as he's beginning to scare the hell out of me and Kal. What me and Kal wanted was a simple friendship, yes, we will always be there for you Song but don't ever place a barrier in front of you. NO! We are not quieing behind Sham to hate you but we are in front, which you can rely on us, when you have probs as we won't leave you alone but pls...for God sake, please change!

Yesterday, you can see how much we love you! We didn't leave you there alone although you were the one who wanted to go back. We were so heartbroken when you told us to shut up! You don't want to listen to our explanation but see, friends don't leave their friend alone...Finally, Kal and Song decided to kiss and make up..and hope that after this, small probs won't turn to big ones..I really love you guys, no matter what okay!

P/S: Kal, nice video cam.

Interview

Today I have an interview with my customer, regarding the post that she's been talking to me for this past 2 months.

Wish me luck!!!

Have you watch "The Invasion"?

Yesterday, just watched “The Invasion”, starring Nicole Kidman and Daniel Craig, at TGV Balakong, around 9.20pm till 11.05pm (did anyone notice me?? no lah). I was really excited to watch it with my sister although the viewers were not that many, but who cares. We were at the middle seat, I think there were less than 30 people watching the movie and we’re both alone at the middle seat.

My sister bising-bising, thinking that it might be scary movie. But what I can say is that, if you like watching Resident Evil, then you will like this! But leave the gory and violent scene, you won’t find it here (although, a bit).

The story goes like this…(I’ll tell you in my own way la..very simple shj).

It’s about Dr. Brennel (Nicole Kidman), who is a psychiatrist and his son Oliver trying to get away from his ex-husband who is trying to get custody for Oliver. Her husband is working in a military, like the one studying about aliens and stuff, and has been infected by an orgasmic life, which he got it after injured himself touching a piece from a plane crash. He fell asleep and that’s when the orgasmic react (when people asleep, they started to change to somebody different). Somehow, they’ve changed people to be heartless and takde perasaan la kata orang. Her BF, Dr. Ben (Craig Daniel) was the one who helped her a lot but in the end pun kena gak disease tu..huhu.

In order for them to survive, Dr. Brennel and friends has to act like the infected breed, heartless, emotionless and keep a straight face. This zombie won’t blink or even sweat. If the breeds notice that you’re not infected, then you will be puke on and after you fall asleep, you became one of them. If you’re infected, don’t sleep!

In the movie, its been told that half of the population has been infected with the disease. The most gross part is when the infected human wanted to spread the disease is through puking at other people’s face/drink (yuck! Takde cara lain ke?). Unfortunately, Oliver is immune to the disease that this infected breed decided to kill him off. That’s when the chase begins.

Nicole Kidman really took her acting quite well as a protective mother who would do anything to save his son. I always like her movies, she does a lot of different part (like the one in The Others, where she played a ghost but didn’t know it – interesting eh? – go find it and watch - ****/5 star man!)

There’s a lot of heart racing scene and I must say that you must watch the movie. It’s not that bad and I give it ***/5 star. Go watch it!