Me and Song has finally agreed to kiss and make up. It's been awhile since both of us bermasam muka and seems that we're both wanted to put the past behind us. Gosh, I was shaking all over and Song even admitted that his heartbeat was pumping fast. I didn't bitch about him here and I won't! Barang yang lepas jangan di kenang!
Song look so radiant tonite, with his hair has been cut shorter. A face that spells "I'm in love and I'm happy, mind you". He has never looked so happy as he is tonite. He has changed a lot and I noticed that he looks matured now by the way he talks and how his face reacted...It's true though that when you really fall in love, it shows.
There was so much that we've talked about and how things has changed this past few months. Song has finally found someone and her eyes smiles whenever he talked about his partner. I'm so happy for you too, Song. Just that, jangan selalu gaduh2 ok!
It's already 3.41am and I have to sleep now. Tomorrow, Kal ajak gi Midvalley and Kamal ajak gi beli bakul untuk hamper! Which one shud I follow? I've already had the answer...Tell you more about it in my next post, ok!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Kiss and make up!
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Friday, May 30, 2008
Lalalalala...
Yus actually baru balik dari Midvalley ni. Mak ai, SALE sana sini. Kelabu mata tgk!!! Nasib tak dpt gaji lagi, kalo tak borong sakanlah jawabnya, ahakz. Anyway, kakak yus shopping beli hadiah harijadi utk dirinya sendiri. Apakah hadiah itu? Well, camera Sony cam yus gak cuma touch screen gitu model T-70. Harganya plak? RM 1099 shj. Yus punya RM 1200 tp tak touch screen pun. Malah model yg yus pernah beli dulu dah tak keluar lagi katanya...huhu...Cepat betul kan model2 baru kuar skang ni. Apapun, yus ttp sokong Sony since kualitinya tiada bandingan. Kelakar gak since promoter tu tgk jer yus duk promote kat kakak yus cara penggunaan, apa fungsi yg ada. Macam aku plak yg keje situ. Kalo dapat komisen, takpelah gak kan?
Dalam pada takde duit tu, sempatlah gak capai underwear brand favouriteku sekarang ni, 2xist. Warna and pattern sebijik cam gambar kt bawah ni...hahahaha. Nak tunjuk kt sapa? Motiff sgt...
Adakah badan ku spt ini? Non-ado, ok!
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Monday, May 26, 2008
Balik Kampung!
Am I goin to be naughty? We'll see...muahahahaha (Evil laughs)
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Freakum Dress
Kalo tak puas dgr satu lagu, cuba click kt link dia cos ada semua lagu2 dalam konsert tu. Crazy in love pun best gak!Hehe...
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Diet
Alhamdulillah, diet yg yus amalkan sejak sebulan lepas berkesan. Sorry, tak amik pil ok cuma amalkan senaman dan pemakanan seminimum mungkin. Dan sekarang ni yus gigih gak ke gym kt Kajang ni belakang Sek. Convent, Extreme Fitness. Dah almost sebulan yus kt situ. Murah pun murah, hanya RM 70/sebulan. Mostly yus akan fokus on cardio and weight lifting.
Since yus tak bleh angkat besi berat sgt, so yus terpaksa berpada-pada. Nantilah yus citer psl gym yg yus join tu k. Ia tak macam California fitness yg yus pernah join dulu, ada sauna, swimming pool, tennis court, etc but oklah sebab semua mesin lengkap. Dulu berat yus 72kg and sekarang ni dah 69/70kg. Ingat nk turunkan lagi 2kg kot smpi 67/68lg. Gi gym cos nk kasi body fit sikit and yus tak prefer nk ada muscle besar2 sgt. Nanti byk baju lama takleh muat lak ;-)
Oh well, mesti ada yg tertanya apa yg yus makan kan? Inilah rahsianya (bley??):
Quaker Oat dan pisang/epal dan air suam/teh.
2 roti serat tinggi (cuba cari jenama Gardenig) dan milo/teh/air suam.
Tengahari:
Nasi sesenduk (tak tambah) dan ayam sup/tomyam/bakar bahagian dada (yus cuba elakkan yg bergoreng) + sayur (dulu tak suka makan sayur but beberapa bulan ni paksa makan gak!).
Minum Petang:
Biskut kering/serat tinggi dan teh.
Malam:
Nasi sesenduk - menu mcm tghari(kadang2 jer).
Kalo tak, lebih ekstrem yus hanya minum susu soya jenama V-Soy (sedap).
Kadang2 perut lapar gak, but ada biskut kt tepi katil so mamam jer.
Sabtu/Ahad:
Time ni yus akan makan sedap sikit cam fast food ke/pasta (my fav).
Tapi ttp berpada2.
Benda yg harus dielakkan:
Minuman bergas - coke/sprite (favourite tu...but minum setiap Jumaat malam jer..if u know what i mean ;-p).
Ais-krim - mmglah sedap tp byk sgt kalori...menci!!!
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Rihanna - Take A Bow
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin’ about, girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on
(Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow
And if I want for the bad lies goes to you
For make it me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
And here you speech out
How about a round of applause
A standing ovation
[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
To: Sham
Awesome Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com
From Us: Sorry that the celebration was not like what you've expected since it was last minute call. It's good to be able to see you again after few years and you look GREAT!
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Friday, May 16, 2008
What's your hidden talent?
Your Hidden Talent |
You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
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Are you a good kisser?
Your Kissing Grade: A- |
You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing. Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible. Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you! |
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What city do you belong in?
You Belong in London |
A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well. |
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
The Airy Aquarius Character
1. Aquarians are extremely independent, they just will not be tied down for long.
2. They are very faithful and supportive in the right relationship (hehe).
The bright side
Aquarians are usually lively, inventive and oh so original! Sailing in the opposite direction to the crowd comes naturally to aquarius, in fact this does not worry them, as they are always out of step with the world because they think ahead of their time and revel in anything different. Aquarius is the most happily eccentric sign in the zodiac. Although it can be very difficult to get close to an aquarian, this fixed sign is loyal and faithful.
Should you ask an aquarian for help, you will immediately get it, and all promises will be kept (at some point in the future). However please note that a helpful aquarian is very averse to being deliberately used.
Humanitarian, friendly, independent, quirky, willing, progressive, an original thinker, inventive, creative, loyal, idealistic yet rational.
The dark side
Aquarians are very unpredictable, they can be chaotic or calm, stubborn or flexible, rebellious or helpful depending on how they feel and what their own senses tell them.
This is a sign which can become detached to the point of coldness, stuck in a rigid and unrecognisable pattern. Aquarius has no care for what the world thinks and logically pursues their own set of social values.
Very unpredictable, eccentric, rebellious, contrary, tactless, stubborn, perverse, emotionally oblivious.
You are most compatible with
Libra - superlative.
Aquarius - truly out of this world.
Gemini - best friends first, everything else follows.
Aries - intriguingly lively.
Leo - entertaining, at opposite ends of the rope.
Absolutely no chance!
Scorpio - conflict turns to war.
Taurus - the unstoppable force meets the immovable object.
Virgo - little harmony, too much constriction.
Cancer - hurtful.
Capricorn - sticky, unless you speak earth sign.
Your opposite sign
is Leo
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Reality bites
Reality bites! *** used to date Fitri before early this year but their relationship didn't last since *** said that Fitri was like "patung". In what sense? Go figure!
***: Kita jumpa and I want to explain to you again. Just to let you know, after knowing you that you are far better in many aspects! And I'm truly happy.
Me: Yeah, whatever (malas nk dengar + takde mood).
Anyway, I'm sorry dear since tonite macam ada mood swing sikit. Sorry ye!
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Confusion+%&*/>?
harap awk sihat. sy dah ok kat sini. banyak benda sy nak kongsi dengan awk sepanjang awk tak angkat call sy, tak reply msg. sy sangat-sangat rindu kat awk. sy rasa mesti ada tingkahlaku atau kata-kata sy yang buat awk tersinggung. please fairuz, selagi awk tak maafkan sy, sy akan sentiasa rasa serba salah, dan sentiasa bersalah terhadap awk. dah beberapa hari sy tak tidur, malam bila teringat kat awk mesti nangis. hari tu sy demam. mc 3 hari n cuti sehari. lebih kurang seminggu sy tak masuk ofis. sy sedih sangat sebab buat awk macam ni. tolong bagi sy peluang sekali lagi fairuz. sy sangat menghargai awk dalam hidup sy, walaupun tempoh perkenalan kita singkat.
setiap apa yang pernah awk cakap, sy masih ingat. semangat awk kental walaupun awk tahu ada kekurangan dalam diri awk. semangat awk masa awk pertahankan hak awk dekat ofis lama, semua semangat awk tu sy pegang, dan itu buat sy mampu berdiri di atas kesalahan sy selepas terjatuh. sy dah tak tahan terima hukuman atas kesalahan sy ni terhadap awk. sy dah sedia terima diri awk seadanya, baik kelebihan atau kekurangan coz sy yakin dan sedar setiap apa yang berlaku ke atas diri kita ada hikmah yang tersembunyi.
fairuz, tolonglah beri sy peluang kedua. we start all over again. sy akan cuba sedaya upaya sy jaga hati awk. sy tak nak hal macam ni berulang lagi. terlalu perit untuk sy telan semua yang dah terjadi ni. sangat perit. sy sangat sayangkan awk. you are my shining star n i try to reach for my star. awk 'lelaki terindah' yang dah menceriakan hidup sy selepas sebulan sy terluka. sy harap lepas awk dapat msg ni, awk maafkan segala kesalahan sy terhadap awk. besar pahala memaafi kesalahan. terbuka hati awk untuk reply msg sy n tiada dendam dalam hati awk terhadap sy. harapan sy masih ada kekosongan di hati awk untuk sy isi. please fairuz, sy masih mampu tersenyum, tapi jauh di sudut hati sy masih lagi tak berhenti menangis. jaga diri awk baik-baik n assalamualaikum".
Love,
******
p/s- u do look great in new pics.
I replied:
"I'm not gonna be angry with you for invading my privacy. In fact, I'm glad that you did that. I want you to know the real me. I don't wanna hide anything from you, really. As much as I want you to stay with me, part of me is still telling me to let go of you. There's so many things that I fear of. What if I were to hurt you? What if one day you were to leave me or even the other way round? What if one day all this have to end? What if this relationship is going no where? Trust me, I never had the intention to hurt you from the day we first met but how I wish we could've take things slow and easy. I'm really sorry for what has happened but I think we couldn't continue anymore. I'm bound to make mistake since my previous relationship didn't work out. To be honest, I'm dating someone rite now and I've been knowing that person long before I knew you. Again, I'm sorry. Take care!
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Ben (Jude)
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Monday, May 12, 2008
Just Walk Away...
And, this song was originally recorded by Josh Groban called Alejate. Scroll down for his rendition of the song.
I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I've laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn't do just to be with you
I know I must forget you to go on
I can't hold back my tears too long
Though life won't be the same
I've got to take the blame
And find the strength I need to let you go
Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you
So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away
There'll never be a moment I'll regret
I've loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we've made
I know I've got to find the strength to say
Just walk away
Don't say goodbye
Don't turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn't fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you
So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I'll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there's nothing left to say
Just walk away
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
Josh Groban
Josh Groban is sooo talented and his high octave voice differ from other male singers. Just listen to his rendition of my fav songs live! Hear it to believe it!
Alejate - even if I don't understand the meaning of the song, I knew it was a sad song with a sad meaning but still is so beautiful and very soothing to the ears.
You're still you - This song is so special, it bring tears to my eyes. Do you know that this song appeared on one of Ally McBeal's episode?
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Le' Cousin
Last nite (again!), we went to LQ. This time, Sham and Kal followed. There were so much to talk about like Kal is getting engage next July. The engagement is for 2 years period before he settle down. All I can say to him is - Good luck, dude! Hehehehe
Anyway, we've arrived there around 12.30am since Kamal was a bit late. He finished his job at 11am. Pity him cos he looks all washed out and his eyes were half closed. The crowd was not as many as usual but 20 minutes later, the dancefloor was filled with hungary club hoppers.
I've met *** together with le' cousin (Fina) and a fren (Khairul). The reason why le' cousin wanted to tag along was becos *** been telling stories about me so she wanted to see me personally. Her face reaction showed that she either like me or vice versa but *** told me that le' cousin said that I'M CUTE! Wakakakaka.
So did I passed le'cousin expectation? *** said that I am way better than *** ex's and way cuter plus my personality shines (matilah perasan...hehe).
Unfortunately, le'cousin had too much of lemonade vodka and was nearly grasping the walls. Thankfully she didn't throw up (sorry guys, I don't drink!). Anyway, I'll post the picture of us together once *** email to me.
We went back at 3am and *** drove straight home while me and the guys went to Kg. Baru for a drinks. There were no food and the scene sucks! Later, sent Sham to Wangsa Maju, Kamal to Cheras and lastly, Kal to Kajang. Kal was sleeping like a baby and was snoring all the way (hehe) but it's okay since he didn't had enough rest.
A small nite of mine lasted until 5.00am..then it's my turn to hit the sack!!!ZzzZZZzz
p/s: FYI, Fina's full name is Rufina Paris. Yeah, her father's name is PARIS. Cool eh? They are both Sarawakians.
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Friday, May 9, 2008
Madonna - Hard Candy review
1) CANDY SHOP - 4:15 (produced by: Madonna & Pharrell Williams) This song reminds me of Madonna's hugely successful single "Hung Up." But in "Candy Shop" Madonna uses the sounds of synths and electronic equipment, her lyrics are both strong and funny. As usual Madonna is often using innuendo as she sings "Don't pretend you're not hungry, there's plenty to eat..."
2) 4 MINUTES - 4:04 (produced by: Madonna, Timothy Mosley, Nate Hills & Justin Timberlake) (featuring Justin Timberlake) This is one of my very favorite songs on the CD for all the same reasons why the entire world loves it. 4 Minutes is fast and beautiful and breathtaking. Madonna's theme de jour on this track is love and s-e-x! This song totally sounds futuristic.
3) GIVE IT 2 ME - 4:47 (produced by: Madonna & Williams) Warner Music and Madonna are very interested in using this song as the 2nd single for "Hard Candy," because it helps bridge the gap between Madonna's older sound and newer sound. On this track, Madonna's pure bubblegum pop as she sings "if you can handle it, undress me..."
***theres a little bit of asian fusion instrument here. sounds like the gamelan! interesting. hopefully it will be out as one of the single.
4) HEARTBEAT - 4:03 (produced by: Madonna & Williams) This is such a fantastic studio album track because it has the potential to be a number 1 single. It has such a catchy hook but it's not one that will knock you out too soon.
5) MILES AWAY - 4:48 (produced by: Madonna, Mosley, Hills & Timberlake) It's ethereal, mid tempo and guitar-heavy. It has that fabulous hand clapping bit during the middle which reminds everyone that Madonna's an original who sets her own rules.
6) SHE'S NOT ME - 6:04 (produced by: Madonna & Williams) So much like "Thief of Hearts." Madonna sings about someone who's obsessed with her and who dresses like her, but there can only be one Madonna!
7) INCREDIBLE - 6:19 (produced by: Madonna & Williams) A ravishing slow ballad which reminds me of what Madonna said in her "Something to Remember" CD, "it's about the music & it's always been about the music." ~ Madonna's ode to hubby, Guy Ritchie's powerful bed thrusts is what i read somewhere!
8) BEAT GOES ON - 4:26 (produced by: Madonna, Kanye West & Williams ) (featuring Kanye) This song has come a long way since it was first leaked to the net, last summer. Fans will appreciate the album track much more because it's totally reminiscent of New York's underground disco life of the 70's and early 80's that Madonna was so much a part of. Kanye is such a superior singer, producer, entertainer who both compliments and adds to something already perfect!
9) DANCE 2NITE - 5:03 (produced by: Madonna, Mosley, Hannon Lane & Timberlake) Madonna has totally retrogressed to her "you can dance" days with this record because it's totally hedonistic and pleasurable and danceable. Although it does have somewhat of a dark feel to it.
10) SPANISH LESSON - 3:37 (produced by: Madonna, Williams) Madonna opens the song with, "Yo te quiero means I love you." This is a fast-moving Spanish/English track. As Madonna's fans know already know, she has a passion and a talent for singing in Spanish. Good if u wanna learn a lil bit of Spanish language. remember la isla bonita? hehehe
11) DEVIL WOULDN'T RECOGNIZE YOU - 5:09 (produced by: Madonna, Joe Henry, Mosley, Hills & Timberlake) Madonna purrs "Over and over you're pushing me onto the floor and I keep coming back for more" in her sexy sweet-sounding melody that is all too familiar by now. This song isn't exactly a ballad but it does have a somewhat somber tone, as it opens.
12) VOICES - 3:39 (produced by: Madonna, Mosley, Hills, Lane, Timberlake) This is perhaps Madonna's most out-there track. She saved the most unique and personal song for the end, with lyrics like "Are you walking the dog or is that dog walking you.
p/s: Red font are the songs I've listen over and over again! My favourite in the album.
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Saturday, May 3, 2008
Kiss
The music was ok-lah despite what others had mentioned about LQ has lost its sparks. The songs played was mostly old songs but danceable. I was dancing the nite away until *** sms me.
***: Hey, where are u?
Me: (No response).
A few minutes later...
***: Hang kt mana ni?
Me: Wait, I'll see you at the usual spot kt sofa sana tu.
***: Orait.
We were catching up on the latest updates since both of us were busy this few weeks but *** mentioned that *** was thinking about me eventho I didn't reply the sms. The song has gotten us into the mood, we were very closed to each other and suddenly, we've started kissing. At first, I was kind of shock since you-know-la-why but it drives me crazy since I was hard that time and my body was on fire (motif!!!). I've never felt like this since you-know-la-why but *** really makes me feel, ME again...hehehe (pengsan)
I cannot elaborate more since the scene is getting more racy and saucy but *** likes me the first time we've met but said that I was too shy so *** assumed that I wasn't interested. Close pals of mine knows that I already had a crush on *** long ago even when I had the guts to approach ***. Yeah, we're like that theme - Teman tapi mesra. Both of us has been in a really bad end relationship so I guess no need to rush then, rite?
It was already 3am and time to go back! Later, when I was driving, *** texted me:
***: I'm happy tonite.
Me: Glad to hear that...Thanks for tonite.
***: U know what, I can smell ur perfume on me and I love it! Hehe. Makes me horny. Thinkin of what u were doing to me...(X-rated sangat-la kan?)
Me: bla bla bla (Itu rahsia k..tak bleh tulis dalam ni..hehehehe)
Till we meet again.
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
Happy Labour Day
Met Imran Ajmain half an hour later. I've done some shopping and yes, it was kind of a therapy for me to be able to spend my hard cash on something that I mostly not needed but since today was sale everywhere, how can I resist it??? Hehehe...
p/s: Edz and Ajai was the one who gave Munzir the name Imran coz he looks like him. Yeah, no doubt about that!
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