triste

Dear readers,

In a few minutes, I'm going to get my big ass from this chair and sleep. But before that, I wanted to share something for you guys to read. I was holding my tears back just now. The memories with my EX suddenly appeared and I can't avoid it. Am I weak? God knows that I pretended like nothing happened for the past 2 weeks altho my heart hurts and I'm in pain. I have never felt so lonely in my entire life like I did tonight. Thanks a lot to all my frens who has given me their undying support and encouragement. I'm indebted to each and everyone of you. I don't know when I'm goin to be alrite again, or like I use to be but with your prayers, I'm goin to be stronger than ever. In the meantime, please be patience for me.

p/s: triste (french word) mean sad.