F***!

I'm all fucked up today! I was so stressed out that I wanted to just leave all my works behind and go home but I didn't. I must admit that it really gets me, those curses that was thrown by one of my customers. At first, I try not to bother but it really makes me feel really down today. Like I have mentioned in my earlier post that the company I'm working now is lack of communication and I realize that even my boss don't give a damn about it. How can we improve, exactly if the bosses is also like that, huh? Rafi told me to be more stubborn and more strict but how can I do that when you're a customer service?

Thank God for friends...Thanks Fion and Madam Lee for listening to my grandmother stories...I do understand that it's up to oneself on how to handle pressure but c'mon, I've been working in TIP for almost 2 years and during that period, I didn't see any changes (except the fact that I'm a bit fatter - hahahaha). I don't know if I will ever survive another month here. Friends said that perhaps it's time for me to move to another job but hey, it's not easy to find one you know. I won't lie but the voice inside me saying that it's time to get out from there!

I'm really indebted to some of my management for being so patience with me. I'm all mixed up and my emotions is unstable. I really don't like to take the blame for people's mistakes. Oh well, I should just move on or should I hang on? I'm still hanging there but who knows?

p/s: Terasa nk makan KFC jer time2 mcm ni...huhu