On my last day of work...

Today is my last day working with TIP Corporation. After 2 years of painful and hard work, I managed to get out from there. I know some of you must be wondering, why? Some might say that quitting has became an infectious incubus viral plague :-) but trust me, they are holding on like I am but my time has come for me to it let go. It was such a relieved! You can't imagine how it felt! My head are lighter than I've ever thought possible. Not to mention, I might considering changing my mobile number since I don't want to be contacted by my previous customers. But I have mentioned to some of them about my new number, who I'm pretty close with but not everyone.

Well, here how it all began:

This morning, I went to the office as usual. I reached the office at 7.50am and chatted with some of my colleagues. They've voiced out their concerned of feelin insecurity in TIP and they couldn't see their future there anymore. 8am sharp, I went up and open my pc but the system has been blocked. I've tried to enter my password, again and again, but it was rejected. I asked my HR boss and to my suprise, she said that Richard (my boss) has blocked my pc. I was like...SHIT! How can I...?? But she also said that the management has agreed to let me go early and will pay for my one month salary. Yahoo!!! It was a very emotional time for me and my colleagues. We've hugged each other and said our goodbyes. One of my close colleague cried so hard that I had tears in my eyes. I couldn't lie to myself that it has been a long and wonderful journey for me with them but it ends here. Gosh, working there has changed me a lot. It has made me the man that I've become today. From now onwards, I will walk straight and I won't turn back anymore.

Here are some of the stupid list that my bosses set if I want to stay for work:

1) You cannot answer to customer's enquiries.

2) You cannot go to other departments for chit-chatting - cannot go down to production.

3) You are not allowed to go out anymore (only require to send samples and urgent delivery - but must have permission from management).

Guess that I don't need to follow those rules anymore, huh!

I would like to wish everyone thank you for the 2 wonderful years together. We're not just colleagues, but we are family.

To the management: Thank you for your support and guidance thruout my stay in TIP. Although it does not end well, I wish everyone the best.

To Ms. Wong: Thanks for being such a great big sister to me. Your smile has always brighten up my day and you don't know how much you support and attention means to me. I will always look up to you as someone very patience, matured and professional.

To Catherine: You are such a wonderful person a fren could ask for. I undestand that not everyone can accept the way we are but what makes you different makes you beautiful. Just that, don't be too serious ok! I will miss u, babe.

To Ms. Teoh: Well, your suffering ends tomorrow rite? Thanks for your help and yes, you are such a nice person that I know some suppliers has taken you for granted. But please, don't change the way you are just becos of your work. I'm going to miss your 'sempoi' and simple attitude. You were the first one to give the resignation letter but yet the last one to leave...hehe.

To Ms. Chan: Cheers for this petite lady that hasn't failed to make me smile! You have to be confident when you talk to customer since I'm not goin to be around anymore to help u with that. Believe in yourself and never give up.

To Siti: You're not just a colleague but one of my closest fren in TIP. I will always remember that we entered TIP together, rite? A lot has change and look at us now. We've lost so many frens along the way but we've managed to keep holding on. You're such a strong woman and don't ever let anything get you down! Miss ya.

To Aida: Congrats on the new job. Since that you're leaving too, I wish you all the best. You have helped me a lot these 2 years. We've became a great duo when dealing with Toyota. Kiss for Ulfa, Ok!

To Kak Ina: A very hardworking lady and we are close. Sad that we couldn't spend a lot of times together but you're like a big sister to me. I'm goin to miss u!

NO PICS...

To Kak Munni, Bella, Syarifah: I didn't have the chance to get to know you guys but it has been great and you guys rocks!!!

To Kak Milla: Your tears said it all today. Although we are not together anymore but our friendship will never dies. And yes, I will attend your son's wedding ;-).

To Fion: My closest and nicest colleague in the world! Pity you for I know that you did not sleep well this few days. I'm sorry that I've left you with a big burden but I know, that you're a strong woman. May one day, a new colleague come along and will help you with me and Anny's work. I will miss you...Don't forget to invite me to ur wedding, ok?

To Mr. Edward: The coolest guy on earth! Happy go lucky guy with so many girlfriends! You won't find any superior like him, trust me!

Everyone is invited to my house for a get-together party I'm helding end of this week. I'm cooking, ok! Hehehehe

Luahan hati ini

"Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time"

Kadangkala aku berharap sgt agar pengalaman lalu tu boleh ku padamkan terus dari ingatanku tapi apakan daya, aku hanya manusia biasa.

"People see ya know
Asking all about
Me and how they always thought we
Were so perfect together"

Aku pasrah dengan takdirNYA. Lafaz katamu jika kita boleh berkawan semula akan ku simpan teguh jauh di sudut hati ni biar hanya aku yang tahu.

"For the record
You oughta know
You wasn't thinking
When you let me go"

Dariku yg pernah terlalu mencintaimu dulu...

(From Mariah Carey E=MC2, For the Record lyrics)

Read: I'm FREE

Dear readers,

This month was probably the worst month of all. My colleagues are resigning, and you know what, ME TOO! I've just handed my resignation letter 2 days ago. Since then, I didn't look back and unbelievable, Anny went off too yesterday (resignation notis 24 hours). Anny used to be my strength, my back bone and she was always there for me whenever I have problems and not to mention, she's funny as well. I really miss her today when I looked at her empty place, sigh! Even my colleague Fion was not in the mood the whole day as I will be off soon.

The resignation was the best decision I've made so far and I have never felt relieved and free as what I'm feeling now. But don't worry guys as I've already been offered a better job and not to mention a better pay and environment. Where? I'll tell ya later k...

p/s: Who's next? Well, I already know who but I won't reveal it yet. Pengsanlah management camni...haha

Here are some of the pics taken yesterday at our small gathering:

With Anny (resigned!)

With Ms. Teoh (last next Wedneday)

With Ms. Lai (resigned!)

With Mr. Edward (still here...hehe)

With Catherine (still here too ;-)

With Ms. Wong (hehe..u guess?)

Am I, Selfish?

Fikiranku agak bercelaru these few days. Why? Firstly since si dia dah mula rasa tak secure denganku. I mean, it’s ok kalo kita rasa macam tak secure once awhile but kalo selalu sangat, aku semacam rimas. Yelah, aku pun bukannya ensem sangat pun sampaikan org bleh rasa camtu (motifff!!!) but my last ex pun camtu gak – si dia ni ada suruh aku fikirkan why orang rasa tak secure dengan aku, hmm! Entahlah, kadang2 aku rasa macam nak give up pun ada hidup camni. Aku semacam dah bosan sebenarnya sebab banyak sangat masalahnya. Aku lebih prefer relationship yang slow and steady, take step by step, and bukannya macam naik roket ke bulan.

One problem aku sedar dalam plu life ni, semua nak cepat. Nak commit cepat sangat. Bukan aku tak mahu tapi I just got out from a really painful relationship so rite now I’m being too careful in choosing the rite person for me. Sekarang aku dah dewasa and I have to start take charge of my life. Paling aku tak suka, kalo ada yang dah mula control hidup aku. Apapun, setiap manusia ada bermacam2 kerenah yang kadangkala kita sendiri tak terduga cuma cara kita menghadapinya berbeza mengikut perilaku masing2.

“All I want at the moment is peace in mind”. It’s important for me to find balance in the middle of mayhem. Semalam si dia dah kena lecture dengan aku. Semacam kesian pun ada plak dekat dia. Like I always said, “we need time to get to know each other first before kita commit anything”. I do appreciate apa yg dia dah buat utk aku and I do know you are waiting for the miracle to happen between us (mengikut kata dia…) but that miracle will not happen too soon since we’re both not ready to commit. Aku pun tak nak di tuduh cepat sangat got into a relationship so I’m taking everything slowly. Lagipun kalo cepat sangat meaning that aku just nk cover kesedihan aku jer so lebih baik jangan kan. Aku pesan gak kat dia yg aku tak suka short term, daripada short term baik berkawan jer – rasanya dia sentap kot…hehe.

Tak tahu kalo orang sanggup bersabar but skrg ni, my career and family comes first and aku nak lebihkan diri aku dulu before aku lebihkan org lain. Call me “selfish”, coz I don’t care. Dulu kalo lebihkan orang pun, last-last aku gak yg sakit + tensen. Dah single mingle ni, baik aku relaks dulu. Tak gitu?

Bowling and...

Me - ada gaya tak???

Kak Ti - strikes a pose...hehe

Su - choosing which ball to use

The crowd

Dear readers,

What have you been up to lately? Me? I was a bit busy working with my boss on a new project that we are currently developing for our customers in Malaysia and Mexico. I wanted to share with all of you but I'm afraid that some of you might get bored so I'll cut that out, OK ;-)

How's ur weekends? I didn't have much stories to share with all of ya but today, me and my sisters went bowling at Kajang. Nothing much but the crowd was great and there was so many people waiting since the lanes are all full. Luckily, we waited for only a few minutes before it was our turn. I did enjoy the game and so are my sisters. Bowling is not actually a fav but I changed my mind since I met my ex...Thanks a bunch.

P/S: At last...dapat gak beli...hehe

The Forbidden Kingdom

I recommend this to everyone! Go watch it and have a jolly good time!

She's wicked! Love her.

He's funny and brilliant in this movie.

The lost boy, who later learned Kung Fu - cool!
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Before I went back, I was given these by ******. Thanks tau!!!

Cute teddy

A novel by Andrei Aksana (NO, u cannot find it here) - to guys who wants to know their inner self secrets ;-p

Mariah Carey - I Stay in Love

This will definitely be the 3rd single! Some may have to listen it a few times before they can actually love the song but trust me on this one, ok!

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.

To Catherine: Happy 25th Birthday

Thanks for the treat ya!

Nyam nyam, choc brownie

Mine - carrot cake

Pizza Italiano

Street Kings

Watched it yesterday at Midvalley.

The story was about Tom Ludlow (Keanu Reeves), a veteran LAPD Vice Detective, sets out on a quest to discover the killers of his former partner, Detective Terrance Washington. Captain Wander's, Ludlow's supervisor, duties include keeping him within the confines of the law--and out of the clutches of Internal Affairs Captain Biggs. Ludlow teams up with a young Robbery Homicide Detective to track Washington's killers through the diverse communities of Los Angeles. Their determination pays off when the two detectives track down Washington's murderers and confront them in an attempt to bring them to justice.

Verdict: If you are into violence and a little twist that makes you go..hmm, well this is a movie for you. I'll give this ***star. Or perhaps, watch it when the DVD comes out ;-)

Me, Myself and I

It tickles me hard when people said that I look fierce when I'm silent! Oh, do I? Well, Mat did tell me yesterday about it. Something that made me laugh out loud. People who are close to me knows that I'm not that 'garang' but I do admit that I have 'angin' sometimes. Nowadays, I try to be cool and think first before I react. But sometimes when I'm too nice to people, they will read more into it and eventually I will end up misleading them for no reason. Oh well, I just have to go with the flow since I'm single now and I open myself for any possibilities that crash in front of me. From the bottom of my heart, yes I'm not sad anymore (altho I do felt lonely and lost sometimes) but thanks to ****** because you light up my life.

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

You know no one can deliver a ballad better than Mariah and she delivers yet again with her heartbreakingly beautiful new song, Bye Bye.

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye

And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to
me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you (?)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [ 3x ] ) Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters,
brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause
we will never say bye

[ Chorus ]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

One Republic - Stop and Stare

I give this song 5star and 2 thumbs up. Very catchy and my fav at the moment!

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

SENTAPAN JIWA!!!

I don't know if I can manage. WHY? I'll tell you the details later...

Adam and Fifi's unfortunate event...

Last nite was probably the worst nite for Adam and Fifi. The've met with an accident, just a few minutes after we leave LQ. I was stunned when a Wira crashed into Adam's Citra but Fifi's Kelisa managed to avoid the crash. Well, I won't be telling all of you the full story but Adam parked his car at the left side of the road, in front of KLCC, when Fifi wanted to join him and didn't see a car was coming towards at the middle of the road (there was 3 lanes - Adam was on the first lane and Fifi was on the third lane). A Wira was driving fast crashed into Adam's car when Adam trying to turn right. Possibly because the Wira was fast, he failed to avoid it. Fifi now afraid to drive her own car. Lucky her that her Kelisa only has some scratches.

The Wira driver was a police who is offduty. We've settled that nite and they give the details to the police driver. Anyway, Fifi refused to make a police report since she's afraid that her license might get suspended. However, Fifi promised to settle the damaged of the Wira and Adam's car thru his insurance. Well, Adam made a police report but he lied about how the accident happened by telling the policemen that he parked the car at the road side, leave it there and there was a car crashed and run, he didn't manage to get the plate number. Lucky him!

I accompanied them until 5.30am and I was so tired that I went back home first. I slept 2 hours today and I looked like a ZOMBIE!!!hehe. I might as well get some sleep and serious rest now coz I'm really damn tired.

p/s: So, are we goin again next week guys???

The Wira

The damaged

Adam's car

Sempat lg pose

4 minutes

Best Best Best!!! Catchy giler. Auntie Madonna ttp maintain.



4 Minutes - feat Justin Timberlake and Timbaland

(Madonna:)
Come on boy
I've been waiting for somebody
To pick up my stroll

(Justin:)
Well don't waste time
Give me a sign
Tell me how you wanna roll

(Madonna:)
I want somebody to speed it up for me
Then take it down slow
There's enough room for both

(Justin:)
Well, I can handle that
You just gotta show me where it's at
Are you ready to go
(Are you ready to go)

(Madonna & Justin:)
If you want it
You already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want
If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and imma give you what you want

(Madonna & Justin:)
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
Grab a boy
Grab a girl
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
We only got 4 minutes, 4 minutes

(Madonna & Justin:)
Keep it up, keep it up, don't be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
That's right, keep it up, keep it up, don't be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh


You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

(Madonna:)
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention, yeah

(Justin:)
And you know I can tell that you like it
And that it's good, by the way that you move, ooh, hey

(Madonna:)
The road to hell is paved with good intentions, yeah

(Justin:)
But if I die tonight
At least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me, how bout you?

(Madonna & Justin:)
If you want it
You already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want
If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and imma give you what you want

(Madonna & Justin:)
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
Grab a boy
Grab a girl
Time is waiting
We only got 4 minutes to save the world
No hesitating
We only got 4 minutes, 4 minutes

(Madonna & Justin:)
Keep it up, keep it up, don't be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
That's right, keep it up, keep it up, don't be a pri, hey
Madonna, uh
You gotta get in line, hop
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

(Timbaland:)
Breakdown
Yeah
(tick tock tick tock tick tock)
Yeah, uh huh
(tick tock tick tock tick tock)
I only got 4 minutes to save the world

The Beyonce Experience - Live! (2007)

Beyonce's latest concert is soooo bloody awesome and soooo unique! It's a fact that it's rare we get performers that perform live 100% of the time, and I know that it's an honest performance. She is struggling at times but it's the artist's duty to the fans to show them what they can do live.

I do love beyonce and I must say that this is the best I've seen so far. Fans of Beyonce will definitely find this worth their money (it's only RM 39.90), while non-fans of Beyonce should pick this up and be converted. It's just too good and too likeable. I say, go buy it now!

People called her "Super High Energy Woman!" - kelasss - promote habis nih.

My favourite song on the DVD - Get Me Bodied

My life today!

Dear loyal and silent readers,

*sigh* I was a bit busy lately and couldn't find the time to blog. I've just finished updating my reports that need to be submitted every morning before 8.15am. We used to send it one day after every meeting but starting middle last month, they wanted every marketing personnel to send early morning (note: I don't think they'll read it!). However, it's not a big deal for me. I just like to spend half an hour for the stupid report...darn!

Gaji masuk hari ni----------> yay!!!!!

Went to Jusco, Balakong and bought some groceries (maggie mee, chili sauce, butter, potato chips, etc) - and also a new Longitech headset (for YM or Skype ;-) - and also Mariah Carey's live in Madison square garden DVD - hot deal RM 39.90.

On my way back, bought KFC for my mum and sis (for you guys who think that I'm feelin down today - coz I bought it - rest assured that I'm fine - it's already like a ritual for me to treat my family for finger lickin good fried chicken - hehe) ----> habisla diet.

p/s: Goin to watch ugly betty now...c ya!