My Birthday Part-3

Met Kal and Kamal at 9pm something last nite (sorry guys!). Anyway,it was Kal who brought us to "The Rain", a new cafe in Bandar Baru Bangi. He was so eager to go there so we decided to follow. Well, I thought the place was cosy and nice. The deco was awesome! The celebration was to celebrate Rafi, Kamal and my birthday, all at once. Rafi and Kamal's birthday has passed but hey,a celebration is not perfect if it's not surrounded by people you adore and love! And yeah, Kal and Song bought us Chocolate Indulgence cake from Secret Recipe (again??). Nyam nyam...I'm getting fatter as I'm writing this..hehe..

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p/s: Kamal, thanks for the chocolates! Hope you like the Westlife CD. It was last minute shopping, hehe...

My Birthday Part-2

When I reached home, suprisingly, Kak Ti (my 3rd sis) bought me a small chocolate cake. Small but meaningful. Another round? You bet! Haha...

My Birthday Part-1

Hey guys!

Sorry, I didn't update my blog COZ I was in emotional distressed this few days. Why? Hmm, don't feel like talking about it ;-p because I can get really upset if I start to tell ya!

Haha..I've turned 25yrs yesterday (sudah tua!). My colleagues threw a small party for me in the office. I've had lemon cheese cake from Secret Recipe. Although it's my least of favourite but I guess everyone was enjoying it. Well, I didn't eat much as Kal and Song was planning something for me later.

Words of the day

I believe that when you want something, go for it with all your heart. It can be really tough being a grown up as guys/girls can be really mean too, but my thing was to kill them with kindness!

And I always told myself that for whatever I don't get, the next thing that comes along will be bigger and better. You just have to stay true to yourself and just keep going for what you want and not let anything stop you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAFI

Utk Rafi, SELAMAT HARI JADI yg ke-29.

Semoga apa yang diimpikan akan menjadi kenyataan.

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SE K750i

My phone

It comes with just about everything

The good: Gorgeous display; compact design; 2-megapixel camera; fully enabled Bluetooth with PC remote control; infrared port; 64MB Memory Stick Duo card; MP3 player (bass, Megabass, voice & treble boost) and FM radio; speakerphone; world phone.

The bad: Cramped, hard-to-press keys; feels a bit heavy for its size and the joystick (eurghh!)

The bottom line: Sony Ericsson's stylish, compact K750i takes crystal-clear photos, packs plenty of multimedia options, and tops it all off with fully enabled Bluetooth.

p/s: Thanks B...Skrg hp yus sama dgn Song! muahaha

In Memory

Jasamu dikenang...huhu

KL Tower

We went to KL tower yesterday. The ticket was RM 10 for local visitors and RM 20 for tourist (to get RM 10, you will need to show your IC - to prove that you're Malaysian citizen). It was almost 250m to the top and it's a very nice view from up there. We've spent about 1 hour walking around and even took some great pictures.

"Welcome"

Dah sampai puncak

Rafi all smiling for the camera

KLCC

Me - not that afraid!

Swimming pool at the top of the building - nice eh?

Setinggan yg masih wujud kt KL ni

I was looking at Pudu Raya that time

Rafi's turn

Another nice view from the top

Souvenirs

Hmm...

The Mat Sallehs wearing our bridal traditional clothes



KL tower mineral water bottles lookalike

Ramainya orang nk balik



Rafi at the souvenirs corner

Later, we went to Bt Bintang for a walk. The first place was The Pavillion, but I must say that it's not my type of place. It's like KLCC - which they have lots of designers shop - Mont blanc, Gucci, Chanel, etc - but bigger. Then we went to Sg Wang and then Lot 10. Some shops are still close for the CNY hols and even the road is not as busy as usual - love it! I think there's a lot of places in KL that we haven't reach yet so watch this space for more updates...

Pavillion

Space Venture - ticket RM 15/ride

Tarian Singa at Lot 10

Macam pernah ku lihat ini! Tapi di mana ya?? (wink)

Gong Xi Fa Cai

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS

Me and my siblings, we went to Balakong yesterday and watched Sweeney Todd - The Demon barber of fleet street. Rafi has mentioned earlier that it's goin to be boring but I've watched some of Tim Burton's film so I knew what to expect. Sweeney is really violent and gory and lots of blood spilled - not sure if it's interest you - kitaorg pun tutup mata tau! On a brighter side, it's a musical movie and Johnny Depp can sing! I'm not that impress but he sounds ok. The story line? Well, I'm not goin to spare the details. Go watch yourself - but the ending is tragic. You'll see...

Baby did some shopping and she bought this one pair of killer heels, cost about RM 79++ for her upcoming dinner event - the theme is 'songket'. I've chosen it for her since I think that gold really compliments her black 'kebaya'. Nice eh?

Meanwhile, I was eyeing this! What do you think?? It's from Armani Exchange. This will be on my wish list this year...: ) - and also a new HP.

Memories...

As I look outside the window, the cool nite breeze came whisper softly and my thoughts was wandering. This loneliness that I felt inside is unbearable. I look at those gifts given by B and my heart soften. I was silent for awhile, thinkin about all the wonderful things that has happened to me for 4 years. I was blessed that I have met such a wonderful person that can accept me, thru good and bad. Thanks for being such a wonderful and loving person as you are! I'M NOT PERFECT

I've found something that was very important and private to me, which was my diary - wrote back in 2001 - when I was in Uni. It put me to tears as I read it. Things that I don't normally share with people. Things that happened after my 'accident'. I can still feel the pain when people talked bad about me. At that time, I was trying to be strong and positive as though I'm lying to myself. I am not a strong person. I look tough but I am weak. How can people treat you differently becos you're not a normal person anymore.

The thing that made me sad the most when I was in body cast (it's something like cement - been cast on my body to support my backbone which fractured during the accident - and God Almighty, with titanium metals screwed at my back, I can walk like others). Although it has already been 7 years but its there for the rest of my life. The metal plates cannot be remove and I don't want to experience the surgery ever again!

It was really sad when my housemates didn't come to visit me when I was in the hospital. I still remember when I cried to my best friends, when my family is not around, thinkin why these thing happens to me?? But I've promised to myself not to show to people that I am not strong (I guess I still am). But why we are forced by ourselves to act lies? Hmm...

My first diary that was given by my English teacher - Ms. Arivuk Karaci

Words of advice from herself

23 October 2001 - my first post

Entries

Monday...again

Good evening. The weekend is over and it's that time again to do it all over again. I had a pretty tired weekend. Friday night I hung out with Song, Kal and Kamal. We went to LQ and partied till morning.hehe...It was lots of fun but I was worn out from work. Anyway, it was a blast and I know everyone enjoyed it too!

Then, Saturday I hung out with my sis, Baby. We went to Balakong and she did some shopping, to prepare for her upcoming dinner event. Me? I bought something for B this coming Valentine. What is it? Well, I'll tell ya later : )

How about today? It doesn't started well. I was instructed by my guy boss to visit a customer in Nilai when his mother called and wanted me to go to Hulu Kelang to collect samples from our other customer. Hulu Kelang and Nilai is like...north and south! Due to the very short time, how can I managed? Some more, my guy boss don't like if I like to postpone meetings with customers (it's not that I want it...but I was instructed to!). Oh well, at last, it was my guy boss who went to Nilai and I tried to settle my issues in Hulu Kelang.

On my way to Bangi, I dropped by at Aeon (after recommended by Kamal) and submitted my last docs for the credit card application. Yes, it's goin to be my first. I'm ready to own that piece of plastic card that can ruin your life and take control if you don't use it wisely. The credit card is basically for my petrol expenses instead of withdrawing my cash every now and then. Luckily, I can claim...hahaha.

After that, went to a few places in Bangi and lastly, Seri Kembangan. I was caught in traffic jam for 1/2 hour. Reached home around 5.45pm and dozed off for an hour...hehe. What a day!

Attention pls!

Hey guys,

It's been quite sometime since I last updated my blog here. Well, for a start, my life is not in a very good position now as I'm juggling between my work and my personals. I wish I can share it all here but there are some things that is meant to be kept in a tight tupperware (hehehe...). Anyway, I promise that when things started to get well and balance again, I will post some interesting stories for you guys to read. Err...but that will basically be more and more stuff about me (shout: boringlah!).

Till next time.

Love ya

Yusxx

Here I Am

Hidup kita umpama roda! Adakalanya kita di atas and ada masa kita di bawah. Tapi kita sebagai hambaNYA harus sedia maklum bahawa inilah ujian dunia yg setiap daripada kita harus tempuhi.

B,

Walau di mana situasi B berada, ingatlah yg yus akan senantiasa menyokong B walau perit sekalipun ujian itu. Yus harap B akan byk2 bersabar. Mungkin apa yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. Jangan bersedih. Yus tak mampu melihat B dalam keadaan begitu sbb yus sakit. Yus janji, kita akan cuba utk jayakan benda ini bersama - jangan cepat mengalah - I know you're a fighter! Doa yus akan sentiasa mengiringi diri B, selalu.

B,

Pernah dulu yus susah. Kawan2 jauh meninggalkan yus tapi B tidak! B tetap setia dgn yus. Skrg ni, giliran yus pula utk buat perkara yg sama. Yus akui yus tak pandai bermadah and yus tahu B faham maksud yus, tulus dari hati. Yus syg B smpi bila2....huhu (tetiba emo plak!)