Sometimes I really don't understand why some people don't understand that what we did for them is for their own good, not because we're jealous or anything! I'm sick of people who doesn't appreciate what we've done for them because we've been thru it first. I should perhaps let them be and let them taste their own medicine (by the way, they too shud suffer rite?). Whatever they want to do, let them do it and I shud just keep myself out from their business. Maybe that's what I shud do long time ago. No more Mr. Nice Guy. People always preceived it wrongly and I've had enough.
People don't see that...And I won't let people step on my head ever again...Don't blame me if I'm not that nice to people anymore...I'm sick sick sick! There's no shoulder for me to lean on and I'm on my own for now...I'm gonna leave my past behind and take my chance.
I hope people who doesn't appreciate me can get the hell out of my life, go on like I care! I can survive on my own...I'm a fighter...I won't let something so low as this let me down.
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain [ http://www.rare-lyrics.com ]
You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you
I know some people search the world To find something like what we have I know people will try Try to divide Something so real So till the end of time I'm telling you that
No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you Oh oh oh....
Stand By Me (p/s: This song was introduced by Song who was introduced by Daniel!Huh??Yeah, but now I dedicate this song to my love, "B")
Nothing's impossible Nothing's unreachable When I am weary You make me stronger This love is beautiful So unforgettable I feel no winter cold When we're together When we're together
[chorus] Will you stand by me Hold on and never let me go Will you stand by me With you I know I belong When the story gets told
When day turns into night I look into your eyes I see my future now All the world and its wonder
This love wont fade away And through the hardest days I'll never question us You are the reason My only reason
Will you stand by me Hold on and never let me go Will you stand by me With you I know I belong When the story gets told
I am blessed To find what I need In a world loosing hope You're my only believe You make things right Everytime after time
Will you stand by me Hold on and never let me go Will you stand by me With you I know I belong When the story gets told
[repeat chorus]
Stand by me No more darling I want you by my side I want you hear with me
Gosh, I can't believe it's already one year. So much has happened during that period but you guys managed to go thru it and still here. I still remember when me and Fion celebrated our 1st anniversary in TIP together and you guys mentioned that it's going to be your turn to celebrate and look at us now.
Every year, we will celebrate whoever reaches their anniversary as an appreciation of hard works. We work not only as a teamwork but as a family too. Luckily, our big BOSS, Mr. Tang was so nice to sponsor KFC and cake (choc indulgence from secret recipe, AGAIN!- jangan mare..hehe) which costs him almost RM 200 today but never mind, he's a rich guys (chuckles).
These are some of the moments that I managed to captured:
At last, dapat gak makan KFC..dah lama sangat teringin nk makan. Kali ni Rafi yang belanja, hehe..And we've also bought one slice of choc indulgence kt secret recipe..nyam nyam...as our desert for today.
Afterwards, we went to Putrajaya pusing2 and see the view and the landscape, which people called is as "the canggih-manggih city". I have to admit that there was a lot of people lepak2 there just to see the whole cyberjaya view. Sempat gak snap a few pics while we were there.
It's almost 1.30am now and I'm so tired. Thanks for the treat, Rafi. Love ya bro!
P/s: Send my thank you's to Lan for the miniature perfume...(chuckles)
I had a dream where my house was on fire...Hmm, does anyone know what that means? It seriuosly scared the hell out of me. Lucky that my phone alarm rang and time to be ready for work...It went into my head the whole day today and I can't concentrate, thinking that what might happen. Sometimes I do believe that dreams do come true but hope that this one don't!Huhu..
After awhile I did my writing in english, I think it is time for me to speak up for myself using my own "bahasa ibunda"...
Hari ni sepatutnya menjadi waktu di mana aku ngan Rafi ke PJ utk settle road tax and insurans aku yg berjumlah RM 1200++ tu. Pokai poket aku bulan ni dgn utang piutang yg terpaksa aku settle kan. Thank God kakak Rafi sudi tolong aku and aku hanya perlu byr less than RM 1000, which kitaorg try utk settle secara online. Dahlah leceh nk cari bank la...kedai la...sampaikan nk cari kedai yg ada mesin fax pun susah. Dah jumpa, fotostat 4 helai kertas dgn fax ke no NS kena charge sampai RM 10. Giler ke tak tu? Walau pun aku dah pokai tapi spt kata Rafi, takpe lepas ni settle dah semua ni.
Aku pun bukannya familiar sgt dgn kawasan PJ tu sbb yelah, not my territory so ada a few times aku sesat kt situ. Paling aku tensen nk pusing masuk RHB punya HQ tu pun jauh. Tambah lagi cuaca panas and kete banyak giler. Tapi takpe, aku ckp kt diri aku sabar...
Pergi kt bank tu, pegawai bertugas bernama En. Johan kata maybe ptg sikit aku leh la dapat road tax tu so kitaorg ke Midvalley pusing2 dulu sementara nk tggu jam 4.45pm. Tapi takpe, dalam pada tu aku sempatlah jumpa Ajai member lama aku sejak sekolah dulu. Borak punya borak, tgk2 dah 4.30pm. So, aku call la En. Johan tu. Mulanya line asyik bz jer so aku sabarla duk mendail no dia tu. Lama2 baru dapat tp dia kata tggu sampai budak despatch dia sampai. Rafi pun tak sabar so kitaorg terus ke sana. Bila sampai sana plak, En. Johan si cilanat ni plak kata road tax takleh renew becos aku ada saman tak settle! What the fuck???? Apesal la bodoh sgt mamat ni time online waktu tu dgn JPJ, bengap sgt tak check aku punya saman. Tapi pelik sbb aku mana ada kena saman. Tambah lg saman ari tu pun aku dah settle. Time bila plak kena lagi???? Aku bingung pikirkan benda ni. Yelah, mana lagi nk korek duit. Aku ni bukannya byk duit pun. Gaji ciput tapi byk benda nk byr smpi utk diri sendiri pun asyik terabai je.
Aku mmg sedih sgt ari ni smpi satu hari aku rasa down sgt2. Tapi apa yg bleh aku lakukan? Esok nk kena gi check kt police station psl saman aku tu. Entah2 yg pasal accident ari tu kot? Tapi orgnye dah larikan diri. Takkan dia nk wat report polis gak? Tapi takkanlah langsung takde notis. Kalo kena saman sbb tu, kena lagi RM 200-300. Manalah aku nk cekau lg duit tu? Aku ada nyatakan pd Rafi yg aku nk minta advance utk gaji aku bulan ni dari boss aku tapi tak tahulah...
Aku mmg tak tahu nk fikir apa dah sbb aku dah buntu. Duit aku dah abis ke situ. Mana lagi aku nk kopek duit. Tapi aku berterima kasih byk2 pada Rafi sbb sabar dgn kerenah aku and sanggup kasi pinjam duit dia dulu walau aku tahu dia pun tgh pokai. Aku janji akan ganti dalam minggu ni gak. Malam ni pun aku semacam takde mood sgt. Entahlah, nk senyum pun susah skrg ni. Tambah lagi telefon ku yg tak berhenti-henti berdering membuatku semakin panas. Sampai di tahap aku rasa nk berhenti keje sahaja and move on with my life. Aku tak sanggup hidupku di pengaruhi oleh panggilan 24/7. Ajai ada cakap yg Robinson ada keje kosong sbg supervisor ttp aku tak pasti sama ada aku boleh atau tidak. Spt kata Rafi, keje sebegitu tidak ada masa hadapan.
Cuma aku sedih dan terkilan. Tuhan byk menguji aku sejak dulu...Tapi aku ttp tabahkan ati aku utk mengharungi semua ujianNya sampai di satu tahap aku jatuh tak bleh utk aku berdiri. Di situlah aku rasa spt aku di penghujung segalanya...Adakah masih ada sinar utkku di masa kemudian? Aku hanya pasrah. Aku sering mendahulukan org lain and kekadang mengabaikan perasaan aku sendiri tp adakah ia berbaloi? Hmm....
1) Why is this position available right now? 2) How many times has this position been filled in the past 5 years? 3) What should the new person do differently from the last person? 4) What would you most like to see done in the next 6 months? 5) What are the most difficult problems that this jobs entails? 6) How much freedom do I have in the decision making process? 7) What are my options for advancement? 8) How has this company succeeded in the past? 9) What changes do you envision in near future for this company? 10) What do you think constitutes success in this job?
The 3 of us currently are using Givenchy. The perfume we've chosen reflects our personality and type. Read more for details:
Givenchy predicts:
It has a blend of sensuality, charisma and spontaneity would be described as fresh or extravagant if it were a sent for women, but it takes on the color of mystery when worn by a man.
Very irresistable for men is an extremely personal fragrance. Branded and distinctively, it is the essense of great sensual elegance.
My predicts:
It smells something like coffee when you first spray it on and I think not everyone can wear this but it suits Kal nicely.
Givenchy predicts:
Blue label is a realxed version of Givenchy Pour Homme. This fresh, dynamic and vibrant scent is ideal for the active man who likes to relax, unwind and feel free.
Still as elegant, but with a "rebel touch".
My predict:
This was our present for Song on his birthday. Me and Kal think that it suits him well for a first timer but what we don't know was that, Sham is also wearing the same perfume (before).
And Last but not least...
Givenchy predicts:
It's about being daring, optimistic and having a zest for life.
It's about radiating masculinity, taking risks, being spontaneous, light hearted and a free spirit. But it's also about being caring and deeply compassionate.
It's about being naturally elegant and naturally irresistable.
It's about loving freedom and being true to oneself.
My predicts:
Well, as above-la..hahahaha..What I like about the smell is its linger throughout the day and fresh when you first applied it. It stays on fresh for a few hours and coming afternoon, it became more woody. Very sexy scent.
P/S: Did I mentioned that this one is the latest in the family? Like me, I only choose what's new to keep up on the trend...jgn mare...kahkahkah
Just got myself the maxis broadband kit at the Maxis Centre, which I only paid RM 100 for registration and there's a variety of plan in the package offered. Monthly need to pay RM 68. If you are interested, just go to your nearest Maxis centre and ask about the wireless kit. Most important, you'll need to check the coverage in your area. This is vital as you have to make sure that you can get the internet signal right at your own home. It's a fuss free kit and no more messy wires. What I like the most is that, you won't need a land line to register. It's like having a mobile net but you're using your own PC or lappy.
Fiza has bought it too but she's chosen the USB modem and paid for RM 138/month. If you don't mind to spend more, you can choose this package and carry it with you wherever you want. Some would say that Maxis coverage is not that good compare to Celcom, but if you choose Celcom, you will have to buy the USB for RM 1200++! Maxis will give you the USB modem for as long as you want to use the service. It's like you rent it. I would recommend this if you always carry your lappy around and on the go.
Well, it's your choice. Internet is a must nowadays and I believe that it has became a part of our daily activities. But as long as you're not addicted to it, I think you should be fine...
It's been really hard for us to spare the time to meet each other, not like before when we've met almost everyday when we had the time hang out with each other, but now we are squeezing as many time as possible coz everyone is busy with their commitment. What I'm proud the most that we have proof that cyber friends do can became good friends. Just look at us! (hehe).
What people don't know is that usually our hang out place would be whether it's in a cafe/place to eat or somewhere entertaining. That's why we all look so big in the pictures..haha..but anyway, it's not important. I don't eat a lot when I'm alone so I guess, letting myself once awhile won't hurt me, rite?
Our main topics usually consists of our life, work and our partner. Each has different stories to tell. But like Kal sad, we will be together through good and bad and promise each other not to leave the other person especially when that person is in need. I guess, that's explains a lot (wink!)
What I wanted was for us to keep our friendship stronger as the day passes. I was lonely for 6 years with no friends here in Kajang and only after that, I managed to find these 2 wonderful guys. Each has it's own unique personality and like they always say, "What makes you different' makes you beautiful"...
Our menu for today: ~ Nasi with Seafood Otak2 with hot honey lemon tea - Kal. ~ Ipoh Cho Hor Fun with ice water (did I pronounce it correctly, Song?) - Me. ~ Ice Lemonade - Song (tak makan, diet kot?hehe)
I'm not actually a big fan of her but I'm not ashame to tell you that I do listen to Britney's songs and my favourite was her self titled album - Britney launched in 2001. I think you've heard or even read about her cheap publicity trying to gain people's attention (again!) after her famous split from her lousy husband K-Fed. Well, all not lost for Britney as she's back with a new album, Blackout and she's sound better than before, believe me!
I bought the album yesterday for RM 44.90 and all I can say, she sounds so different and that's why this transition was a good change for her. Well done brits!
Blackout
1. Gimme More (first single and suprisingly, it's been getting good reviews - guess that all those publicities work eh?)
2. Piece of Me (listen to it when you feel people are trying to get you down - it's a feel good song just listen to it)
3. Radar (supposed to be one of the hits but not my favourite - too many synthesizer use and sometimes make Britney doesn't sound like Britney)
4. Break the Ice (my favourite song in the album - period!)
5. Heaven on Earth (nothing much to say about this song)
6. Get Naked (I got a plan) (I don't know but this song remind me of a song, I can't remember the name - maybe u can?)
7. Freakshow (funny - she's talks fast - but sounds ridiculous at times)
8. Toy Soldier (cheeky - just love it - Britney should have more song like this one)
9. Hot as Ice (not bad - listen to it)
10. Ooh Ooh Baby (love this song - it makes you wanna get up and dance - most importantly, I like the guitar strings been played)
11. Perfect Lover (is there such thing as perfect lover? - no lah - not even this song can save it)
12. Why should I be sad? (a song written and composed by Pharrell - oklah)
It's been quite awhile since i last updated my blog. A lot of things happened during that period. Things that i couldn't possibly forget. Anyway, not interested in telling you about my sad stories (duh!) but one event that surely i won't forget is when me and Kal celebrated Song's birthday.
We've got him a perfume...It was a nice choice though. It was Givenchy and the smells was so intriguing. Even Song love it...
To make it more meaningful, we've bought one piece of chocolate brownies cake and put a candle on top (sorry Song, tak mampu nk beli kek besar2 kt secret recipe tu!!hehe). It was sweet, celebrated our friend first birthday with us. Lepas ni, it's going to be my turn! Remember guys, my birthday is after....Valentine's day...what date is it? Go figure...hahahahahaha
Bought myself a box of Acuvue Johnson & Johnson contact lenses RM 55 (actual price is RM 60) cause I’m tired of wearing spectacle. They make me look somewhat like 27yro or more and also since its not hip looking like a four eyed muggles (human terms in Harry Potter). I never wear Acuvue in my whole life before. I used to wear Baucsh and Lomb but stopped since it made my eyes red.
So far, I noticed that my eyes look brighter without the redness. But I must admit that the lenses are a bit thick and you can actually feel it in your eyes.
My sister used to wear Acuvue too but has changed to Optix O2, since there’s FDA approve that you can wear it for 6days overnite (what??) and still look like you’ve just put it on. Come on! This can’t be true, rite? But my sister do agreed that even after slept with the lenses on for 2 hours, it hasn’t stick to your eyes like conventional lenses. This is sure a winner!
But wait, for RM 55/box you only get 3 pieces instead of 3 pairs. Value for money? Hmm, well, I must say that if you don’t mind spending more to save your eyeballs then why not. Till then, I’ll stick to my acuvue, no thanks.
P/S: Hurry! Go get yourself Solo Care Aqua Solutions for RM 15.88 for 2 boxes in Guardian or your nearest Watson now. For a limited time only…(hehe, Ciba Vision should definitely cut me a paycheck for every box I’ve sold)
I'm sitting here in my office doing my report as usual and still thinking about my fight with B yesterday. I have to admit that I'm sick and tired of being the last in the list. I don't know whether am I still worth it? *sigh*. No use of grieving anymore! We have been together for almost 3 years now and still I feel like I'm not that important.
But hey, i have something that I can smile about. Today, my office welcome a new member and his name is Keith. He's 27yro, a tall and sweet chinese guy with tan skin (darker than mine..hehe). He said that because he likes outdoor sports so much. Well, we talked a lot. Mostly his previous work experience where he mentioned that he left the company because it was coming to an end! How sad..but hey at least me and Fion has a new member.
And suprisingly, Melvin, who's in charge in production has been asked by my bosses to try on Marketing. Well, Melvin is a smooth talker so why not?hehe...
Hope that everything will go well after this. No more "sakit-sakit" hati or tension2 lagi..
"How do you know how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much love, or too much to ask of someone? When is it all just too much for us to bear?"
ME? I am someone who also happens to be be something.
Someone---coz i am a being who loves loving and being
loved. Someone who is longing for another someone. I am
someone who has few droplets of Shakespeare''s and Da
Vinci''s blood running through me. I have an eye for the
arts and a nature lover. Moreover I am a totally
adventurous, bit narcissistic Don Juan. Something---coz i
am a present just for you. I am a hanky you can cry on; or
probably can blow your nose upon. I am an ice cream to
celebrate your sweetness with. I am the Jack in the box to
make you smile. All those which is me, however, is but a
part. For those who would be willing to, we could spend
some time filling in everything in my Joharry window. For
sure there are lot more things that I am which will only
be unlocked by another someone. And maybe that
someone...is you! (Please don''t get me wrong. I just play
with the words I use and not with people and not with my
intentions for saying such. I am serious yes...but
nevermind with the provocative words...yeah right! I am
difficult to understand.
