Cinta datang dan pergi

Lamanya tak update blog ni! Dulu rasanya aku rajin update disebabkan seseorang tp skrg mcm tak berapa rajin. Ye, aku pernah kecewa dulu, amat kecewa sampaikan tak dpt dibayangkan dgn kata2 tp skrg aku dah matang. Aku dah 28thn this year. Macam2 dah aku alami, sama ada baik atau buruk, hanya aku yg tahu.

Paling aku takleh lupa, kisah cinta aku yg byk ups and downs. Mungkin sbb aku masih lg takut dgn kisah2 lama sampaikan kekadang tu hati aku susah nk terima seseorang dlm hidup aku. Yup, benda tu dah lama berlaku and aku pun dah teruskan hidup aku.

Alhamdulillah, skrg ada seseorang yg telah berjaya membuka mataku utk bercinta lg setelah sekian lama aku single jer....hehe. Dia sangat baik dan berbeza, and aku sayang sgt ngn dia. Tak sangka cinta pandang pertama itu benar. Aku masih lg dalam proses utk mengenalinya and aku berdoa moga kami bertahan.

Dalam pada itu, masih ada yg mengharap cintaku yg tak seberapa ini tapi apakan daya kerana aku insan biasa. Aku tak punya kelebihan utk mempunyai lebih dari seorang, that just not me.

Kami sangat berbeza dari bermacam2 segi tp mungkin opposite attracts ;)

Me, Myself and I

This is me, latest taken yesterday...I think I've changed a lot these past few years! I am more matured, more responsible and charming, I guess ;)

There's a lot to share but since I opened Facebook, I rarely update my status here. However, the story of my life begins today onwards. I will try to be more "rajin" cos this is probably my non-secretive diary. See ya!

Switched job from SMK to HSBC, Cyberjaya ;-)

As some of you may know, I have accepted an offer from HSBC, Cyberjaya and will start working today, noon shift from 3pm - 12am. Yus dah resigned fully from SMK and this was the best decision that I've made so far. It wasn't easy but I did it because I am tired and fed up with my current job that I've decided to switch to banking. Manufacturing line to banking line gap is so big but I'll take the challenge. It's okay if I need to learn from below, I'll challenge myself.

It's goin to be 3 months training, and 6 months probation. Salary? Well, it's better than what SMK offered me ;-)

SMK 2010 Bowling Tournament

Time: 10.00am - 1.00pm
Venue: @ The Mines shopping fair
Sub: SMK 2010 Bowling Tournament
Group name: The Kamikaze

Ini merupakan kali pertama yus join bowling tournament utk SMK ni. Mmg best and enjoy! Before that pun ada beberapa kali attend latihan kt Ampang Bowl, Metropoint sbg mempersiapkan diri before final ni. Walaupun tak menang, tp ttp enjoy ok! Siap dapat hamper for lucky draw lagi...Group yus terdiri drp 4 org - abg Haris, kak Ina, Linda and myself. Total group yg join seramai 26 group. Not bad la kan?

Setakat 100 markah tu, kacang goreng jer...Ada berani, mari kita fight!hehehehehe

Maafkanku

Antara kita mungkin tiada jodoh...Aku harap kau memahami yg bukan niatku utk sakitkan hatimu. Dah ku fikirkan berulang kali jika keputusanku ini tepat dan akhirnya aku patuh yg kau bukan utkku. Masih ramai lagi insan lain di luar sana yg menagih cintamu. Perkenalan dgnmu beberapa bulan lepas akan ku semat elok2 dalam hatiku tp tak mungkin untuk kita teruskan lagi kerna mungkin antara kita ada yg akan sakit di masa hadapan nanti.


Aku hanya inginkan masa utk fikirkan semuanya semula tapi kau dah rumuskan sendiri niatku itu, aku tak mampu merubahnya. I have no attention whatsoever to hurt ur feelings.


Telah berulang kali ku katakan bahawa aku tak ingin tahu kisahmu yg lepas kerna ianya bisa mengubah pandanganku terhadap mu tp kau alpa and kadang2 sering aku tertanya apa tujuanmu itu? The more you tell me, the more it made me think low about yourself even I tried to ignore it.


Janganlah kau bersedih kerana aku hanyalah persinggahan sementara buatmu utk kau lupakan sejarahmu. Aku tak marah dan aku tidak mungkin berdendam. Bukan jenisku utk ceritakan keburukan orang pd insan lain. Apa yg terjadi antara kita akan menjadi rahsia di antara kita.


Maafkan aku atas segalanya....

@ Tony Roma's Pavillion

First time makan kt Tony Roma's ni mmg sedap cuma mahal sikit...
The most yg yus akan pergi pun is Delicious or Madam Kwan's...
But since sayang insisted to belanja, ikut jer la...hehe

p/s: pics courtesy from sayang's iPhone ;-)

Avatarize Yourself

Rupa aku kalo jadi Jake Sully or Neytiri...tak bole blah, haha

Avatarize yourself here...
Tak sangka muka aku mcm tu kalo jadi puak Na'vi ni...hahaha

Truly Madly Deeply

I bought this at Grafitti Tee shop for RM 59.90...

This limited edition shirt is specially for Valentine's Day...Awesome!

My first smartphone

Nowadays, people are raving about how cool it is to own an iPhone or even a Blackberry device. I am longing for an iPhone but practicality, I will go with Blackberry. I've been using it for almost 2 months now and I'm hooked! There is nothing more cooler than this. It's everything that I want in a phone, emails, internet surfing, instant messaging, social networking and the list goes on...I like the qwerty keypad very much. It's large enough for my fingers, thank you very much. Other than that, the leather back is a bonus point. I mean, it is one of the reason why Blackberry Bold looks far luxurious than other smartphones.

The bad? Well, I hate the battery life. I need to charge it twice daily and sometimes carry the charger with me wherever I go. It's not something that I like but since I'm on facebook and internet, I guess that a spare battery is a must (but that can wait).

Overall, it's an impressive, stylish phone one can own depends on how the functions can suit your lifestyles. Next, an iPhone perhaps?hehe...

Dunhill London

Dapat perfume from Nadia for my belated besday...

Wangi and sangat menepati citarasaku, seriusly ;-)
Tanks babe!

I can't believe I am now 27yrs

Happy Birthday to me!
One year older, one year wiser...I wonder what's in store this 2010
This year is so meaningful to me...
It's not about what I've received but the thoughts that counts...
Thanks to everyone yg dah wish happy birthday to me

Anyway, this year yus terima hadiah special dari sayang...oops!
Ini merupakan jam Guess ke-3 yus and very expensive cos yus pun tak mampu membelinya
Tanks sayang...nah, one big wet kiss for u...mmmuaahhhhhh

Nitrotech

GNC Nitrotech Hardcore - protein shake consumed 3 times daily

I'm back to the gym guys after resting for almost 2 months due to my shoulder injuries...
Bosan sgt tak dpt ber"gym" and cepat sgt depressed...
I would die if I don't workout...haha

Sesaje

Location: Midvalley Megamall
Date: 9 Jan 2010
Subject: Jejalan...

Blackberry Bold 9000

Hey,

Agak lama yus tak update blog ni sejak ada facebook, hehe...Selain itu, bz ngan keje bla bla bla. Before yus lupa, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2010 PADA SEMUA KENGKAWAN. Yus harap tahun ni akan memberi satu lagi makna pd hidup korang ye. Okay, lupakan pasal tu cos yus nk citer psl my latest gadget, Blackberry Bold 9000. Dah lama sangat mengidam nk beli. Akhirnya pada tahun 2010 ni, umur 27tahun, yus berjaya memiliki Blackberry. Itulah salah satu pencapaian hidup!

Well, dulu minat ngan iPhone but mcm mahal sgt and touch screen can become such a dreadful device (jgn mare ye Fiza, hehe) when it comes to sms, lebih2 lg time driving. Trust me cos yus ada iPod touch, remember? Function lebih kurang sama, except takde phone and camera.


Alrite, back to BB. Yus dah lama usha mende ni beberapa bln lepas but tahankan diri dulu, kumpul duit sikit2 then baru decide mana satu model nk beli. Previously, yus hanya set kan budget utk Curve 8520 jer then after tgk reviews from the net, takde 3G and kena rely on wi-fi shj. REJECT!


Then tgk Curve 8900 mcm best. Kecik jer, ada wi-fi but takde 3G...sigh. Lagi satu, nampak feminin sikit...hehe (jgn marah ye, Kal). REJECT GAK!

At last, Bold 9000 juga jd pilihan. Semua ada - 3G, for faster internet surfing, wi-fi, and other specs click here . Harganye? Well, cukuplah kalo yus beritahu yg harganya sama ngan Javelin si Kal tu...ekekekekeke. Mmg puas hati sangat bila layari internet. It's like you're carrying a laptop with u, a mini laptop than can fit into ur pocket. Lagi satu, smartphone ni lain sikit dr hp biasa so yus masih try to adjust myself dgn function2 yg ada. Trust me, you won't regret it.

p/s: oh yea, Zura pun beli Bold gak...hehe

CTKD

2 penyanyi hebat bergabung dalam satu album, agak2nya camne hasilnya? Well, after dgr lagu2 dalam album CTKD ni, yus paling tertarik dgn lagu " sebagai teman ". Tak caya? Cuba cari and dgr betul2.

Antara lagu2 dalam album CTKD ni yg best:

~ jika kau tak datang
~ sebagai teman
~ amarah
~ hanya dia

Hanya ada 6 lagu sahaja and 4 minus one dgn harga RM 29.90...

Xpax

I'm changing my num from 017 to 019...
At the moment, it's not official yet but sooner or later, yes
Recently, my hp was stolen (and hell yeah, I know who did it!!!) and I lost all my contacts...
You can reach me thru my facebook and leave ur num there

Best Laptop Cooling Pad

Belkin's cooling pad is a great chill pad and great accessory for any laptop user. It uses one fan which actually keeps ur notebook really2 cool and I'm very surprise on how nicely it keeps it. I highly suggest it, its really nice ;-)

p/s: tak caya, cuba tgk review kt bawah ni!

SMK 19th Annual Dinner 2009

Tempat: Pan Pac KLIA Hotel, Sepang
Masa: 5.30pm - 11.30pm
Tema: Black and Gold

Hi,

Lama betul tak update blog kan? Dah bersawang rasanya...hehe. Sejak yus involved dlm comittee annual dinner 2009 ni, bz yg amat sampaikan nk update pun susah. Tambah lg, I hv a new obsession iaitu Facebook. Mmg betulla bila certain org ckp FB ni melalaikan cos siang mlm mesti menghadap benda ni, hehe....

Anyway, my latest updates? Yus baru jer settle kitaorgnye 19th annual dinner celebration setelah lebih 5 bulan persiapan yg yus and the grup prepare. It was grand!!!! Ramai yg ckp mcm tu, byk sgt kelainan yg yus dah ketengahkan sbb idea yus idea org muda kan?haha....spt kata orglah. Spt yg yus dah janjikan pd semua pekerja SMK tu, yus akan rombak blk mcm2....Drp program, smpilah ke props, lighting and sound system. Byk yg yus request and alhamdulillah pihak event management dpt fulfilled. Bole diakatakan 70% from this whole entertainment side yus yg decide sendiri konsep and idea cos yus mahukan kelainan.

Cuma setiap yg kita rancang tu, ada gak cacat-celanye. Yus tak salahkan anak2 buah yus cos yus rasa semua dah berikan komitment yg terbaik. Mmg yus penat sgt mlm tu cos settlekan mcm2. Nk beri pd anak2 buah, tak berani cos diaorg takde pengalaman and mmg confirm akan bercelaru program mlm tu. Yus hanya serahkan part hadiah shj time last event tu, pun ada gak yg terkucil. Tp takpelah cos ramai yg ckp 1% jer yg tak elok but the rest of the event mmg meletup and yus pun akui cos ramai yg tak tinggalkan dewan mlm tu and enjoyed emcee, Mr. Os and penyanyi undangan mlm tu, Jay Jay. Kalo nk tahu, Jay Jay tu senang jer yus pilih cos yus tahu showmanship dia bagus cuma time dulu, yus pening fikir psl emcee smpilah ada satu tahap, yus teringat citer Mr. Os yg lama2. Dr situlah yus tahu yg dia mmg pelawak semula jadi and ramai yg tak kering gusi dibuatnye...hehe.

Last but not least, my credit goes to those yg byk sgt membantu mlm tu. Mungkin tak semua nama yus sebut but I'll try my best. Million thanks to my team, kak Ayang, kak Intan, kak Syima dan kak Ram kerana telah byk membantu saya. Kepada kwn2, Kamal - thanks cos jd photographer mlm tu and Kal - thanks sbb sudi jd judge walaupun kena perli ngan Mr. Os and tlg yus rakamkan vid keseluruhan even tu. To baby - bakal makeup artis, makeup mmg cun mlm tu and Su - tanks cos ajar diaorg berjln catwalk and cara menjadi seorang model yg berkeyakinan...cewah! Juga kpd comittee2 yg lain, we did it guys!

Oklah, yus tk nk bebel pjg, tgklah pics yg sempat Kamal snap mlm tu.

p/s: Geram sikit cos tak bergambar byk2 mlm tu...yelah kena bekerja kan!haha...